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Saturday, October 27, 2007
verdic's out damn.damn.damn.damn. So. another year of higher chinese. fuc-k. and another year of G3 shit. i feel like dying gonna waste another year like i did this one hell,crap. ive given up on G3 seriously we're all STUCK in our figgin groups its..HARD.to move around. especially when i tried settling down somewhere.. which took me,oh.half a year. im tired. damn i hate this. i dont want to continue.. awaiting school to end.. every.single.day. thinking,'wake up hey,school again. shit.' i love the school bus.nice,quiet unnoticed in a corner. (yea i sit right back there..) till you get out in the wide open agoraphobia classroom.own seat. sucks when you're left alone. but whatever. stationed there.great. recess.fixed table.wayy back. its nice cus you can like,see whoevers in the canteen and stuff haha.but my nose' usually stuck in a book. back to class.sch end.wait lets not forget chinese shall we. ..worse than g3. oh im so sorry.but its a cultivated hatred.going way back to my early childhoods like,in kindergarten. yknow what it is about such stuff.hard to rid of. oh yes back to school.where was i? sch ends.find someone to sit the train with. oh no one?read a book. now you know why i read so much. ..in school. ive all the time in the world yeah why not. bitter bitter bitter.i taste bitterness in my head i shouldnt.im gonna enjoy this holiday. remember the end of exams?i tied two tails.in celebration. little did i know.power ball that day... well i admit it was a great day. i played 3 times. all as cone keeper.goal keeper. my group,someone else's who's missing one person,and then the finals. tied with keller.won.won again. frances and her chums just knocked down cones like crazy. well we won.(thanks to me?haha.) anyway. should have done that on the last day of school huh. nah.kidding.anyway. my birthday to look forward to. and paris.i love my cousins like so much all four of them.and their four parents. my birthday. i expect the worst. haha.yeah like who doesnt know what happens at every IJ gathering. shit. damn damn damn.and to think i cried so hard at graduation.twice a person like me who cant cry. (which goes way back into my childhood too.) whatever.i trashed this year. i predict,the next. yeah why not.thing will just,.. history will repeat itself. dobby,harry potter,2nd book. well some people who made it better.. i thank them so much harriet yi hui jasmine andrea(sitting next to me),jessie(softball).. ij people.of crescent and out. amanda,linsha,suet,andro,sam low,jacq(june holidays) and some more cant think. well just, next year exactly the same urh(swallow) i dont wanna do this shit to myself but hell, no vancancies.both classes. just let me die. yeah? [dont worry not tonight i promised you i wont cut myself]
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