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Monday, April 30, 2007

AHHHHHH....HARRIET'S ACTUALLY STUDYING AND IM NOT!!!!

HECK.

So i finally did my success compo on some guy who stands up to his bully.it was the crappiest ive ever written,and i did it on a sunday night when i had to hand up on a monday..so it was surprising wheni got 23/30.

FINALLY.mr siow's been giving me 19/30s

yea and he said zoey,if u actually put ur mind to something,u can do ur work well.

HA.LIKE HOW MANY TEACHERS HAVENT TOLD ME THAT FOR SIX YEARS.

and many people ended up reading my compo,and dom told me to publish it and ruth asked i wanted to be a journalist(crap no!i wanna be novelist!).

the hell.u have no idea how crappy that crappy thing was.like,CRAP!!!!

so the day before the eng exam i lent it to yi hui to read,ha,she used it for revision...

nd the next day,out of the 5 titles i could choose from,there was VICTORY.

yes.so i wrote down the same story,just that i changed success to victory.

yes.and i know it was ingenious.INGENIOUS.

except that the victim said something(which is so damn crappy...)which i made up on the spot..

"all that you've done to me,with this i repay you."AHHHHHH!!DUMB-POWER!

i think it was cus i was reading eragon..so i came up with it...i dont really like eragon the character,i perfer montague(sp?).he's so much better...

oh yea?today was awful.in school that is.i was gloommyy.and my "class stand"s were freaking loud.and low.like thunder.

and i was all cheered up thanks to FRUITS BASKET!!!its really good!!super funny!!!i like kyo.he's so cute =]

ahhh yes and harriet got me a SEVEN PAGE LETTER.woo hoo.what a feat.congrats girl.but no,you are not to win the world record cus IM gonna beat you first!!!!!!

anyway,i played gameboy after school!!!pokemon ruby version!!!!wooooooooo hooooooo.named my character zeyoc [pronounced ZEE-YOCK].HA HA!

then i used the com.!!!and i went to TAGGG!!!

i found tessa ying's blog.her dad has cancer.its so sad.it made me remember my grandma...i nearly cried...haha(bitter laugh).

oh.and everytime i meet her,im so happen to always be in a horrid mood.so i keep making lousy impressions on her.and i remember the first imprssion was worst..god im a loser.and so i think she thinks i dont like her.

now thats dumb cus its absolutely the opposite.ABSOLUTELY.so you get what i mean?yea,good.

she's really hilarious.the things she does are so zoeyloh-a-year-back.as in p6,cus i dont do this stuff no more cus i lost all my energy.cus ive lost my energy source.and i think ive mentioned what the source was.

haha,like tucking in her p.e shirt,her shirt,her skirt,and harriets windbreaker too into her SHORTS halfway during mr m's lesson?hahaaa...and her shorts were bulging..i saw her photo andro took cus mr m. allowed everyone to whip out their pones and take a shot.haaaahahaaah..HAHAHA!!!

and today mr goh said something.cus he was trying to get us to pay attention to the maths and he said "its like im throwing myself to you and you dont want me."just imagine the class.(shakes head and sighs)

ah.i may miss softball terribly but my hatred for chinese is stronger.sigh.

and im so not doing well among the windbreakers.im loner again.floating.wandering along the path...stupid.and all my dreams and visions...im cursed.they wont ever come true.

yes.cursed.'may all she hopes and dreams,in reality they shall never be'.yea.like i kinda noticed they never did.

oh did i say?i lost my handphone.at ikea.cus i was so excitedly trying out the sofas and rocking chairs,it slipped out and someone took it.cus when my mum called someone hung up.and i was wandering around the area looking for my phone even when she said that.like a zombie.like a lost soul...im still dealing with the trauma yknow,i refused my mum's handphone cus i still felt bad...

im taking it like im just ignoring it,its still there,or its just temporarily confiscated...i was gonna cry at ikea,but instict stopped it,it has always done that since im was i kid.cus i never liked crying front of my parents..i wouldnt wanna in public.

ha.i think clara's over me.im feeling lonely but whatever.better off that way.it washes me off my guilt cus i felt like i was using her just so ive someone to stick with...yea.its better off.i shldnt cheat her friendship like that.i dont mind being loner.cus i guess im doing well?i can always read fruits basket right?

ahhh.im calling harriet every night.or andro if i wanted.cus ive been bored.cus manda's in boarding house.

oh yea.linsha's party.i wanna go..but im not.

and its cheryl's birthday today.even if she's chosen to hate us,ive never hated her and i wont hate her for that either.

we've had great times.the whole gang did.

6:25 PM

Wednesday, April 11, 2007

right.so many stuff's taken place.

lets start....classmates.yea.i kinda joined the windbreakers.how.

so,i was a loner.but i talked to people whenever i could.so....,clara.yea.we were the more violent ones unlike some others so i guess i started hanging out with her for some stuff.anyway,i didnt HAVE anyone else.i remember we hated other in feb.but it wore off.so she enjoyed my company,i was glad i had someone.yep.so she was with the windbreakers...so i decided and then started hanging out with them.so i really liked the people there...better than clara.then i realised how she was clinging onto me and i soon found it annoying.so i didnt like her as much as she liked me.groan.deep shit.anyway i started kinda avoiding her and its still going on and i think she may begin to realise the truth.

guilt is a terrible thing.i feel that ive betrayed her friendship.and ive used her jus cus i was loner and needed company and friends.but then,the feeling of finding her annoying is stronger.double groan.i dont usually hate people you know?hmm.is it my fault for not liking her back as much?darn..

nothing much else.unless you mean realising 29th of march was my happiest day in crescent.it was great mostly cus of after school.it was a thurs and i GOT MY SOFTBALL EQUIPMENT.i love my glove.and funny stuff happened.and jessie was laughing at people when we had to try on the pants.when it was her turn i said its my turn to laugh...but i didnt cus it wasnt even funny!!.and i remember going back with andro.ooh.and there was NAFPA,without the run.guess what.

+sit and reach was worst.37cm.a B grade.anyway,i had worse.

+sit-ups were average.35 or 36.
+shuttle run. 10.5secs !!!!we took of shoes and socks anyways but..

+standing broad jump *183CM* .i remember staring at the mat thinking how much shorter it seemed than the IJ one and then i jumped the way she said and phoof.183.

+pull ups. *29* .i was nuts.ended practically choking.

there.thats what.i remember going to the com lab too.fuuun.

alright.updates.see what i have....

ive finally an angel / mortal.its harriet! YAY

i was the one who improved most in class for this chinese test.i got a 52%.

curfew shall be taken off after the next common test (mid-yr) IF MY RESULTS ARE GOOD.

SO I MOST LIKEY CANT GO FOR LINSHA'S BIRTHDAY.[noooooo..]

AND THE POTC 3 MOVIE.

yea.

and my e-mail inbox is so clogged

and ive finally gotten the gwen stefani album.the that Girlfriend song!!

and yi hui's lending me fruits baskets 1!!!

and manda seems to be speaking more of jessie than i on the phone..the hell.

and i kinda got my phone back...at least i know where it is.

and im gonna probably get FIVE demerits cus it almost impossible to get started on my CD cover and deadline is wenzday.TOMORROW.

and my dad's coming BACK TOMORROW.URG ARGURHZZZ.

the learning festival sucked,for me.lousy mood,lousy day.

i thought i lost my wallet yesterday and practically cried.guess where i found it.yea,i found it.guess where.

ON MY DESK.

YES linsha.dont need to remind me.i know im pathetic.

1:12 AM