'Have another drink. Enjoy yourself.'
'Which? The two are mutually exclusive.'
Saturday, October 27, 2007

verdic's out
damn.damn.damn.damn.
So.
another year of higher chinese.
fuc-k.
and another year of G3
shit.
i feel like dying
gonna waste another year
like i did this one
hell,crap.
ive given up on G3
seriously
we're all STUCK in our figgin groups
its..HARD.to move around.
especially when i tried settling down somewhere..
which took me,oh.half a year.
im tired.
damn i hate this.
i dont want to continue..
awaiting school to end..
every.single.day.
thinking,'wake up hey,school again. shit.'
i love the school bus.nice,quiet unnoticed in a corner.
(yea i sit right back there..)
till you get out in the wide open
agoraphobia
classroom.own seat.
sucks when you're left alone.
but whatever.
stationed there.great.
recess.fixed table.wayy back.
its nice cus you can like,see whoevers in the canteen and stuff
haha.but my nose' usually stuck in a book.
back to class.sch end.wait lets not forget chinese shall we.
..worse than g3.
oh im so sorry.but its a cultivated hatred.going way back to my early childhoods
like,in kindergarten.
yknow what it is about such stuff.hard to rid of.
oh yes back to school.where was i?
sch ends.find someone to sit the train with.
oh no one?read a book.
now you know why i read so much.
..in school.
ive all the time in the world yeah
why not.
bitter bitter bitter.i taste bitterness in my head
i shouldnt.im gonna enjoy this holiday.
remember the end of exams?i tied two tails.in celebration.
little did i know.power ball that day...
well i admit it was a great day.
i played 3 times.
all as cone keeper.goal keeper.
my group,someone else's who's missing one person,and then the finals.
tied with keller.won.won again.
frances and her chums just knocked down cones like crazy.
well we won.(thanks to me?haha.)
anyway.
should have done that on the last day of school huh.
nah.kidding.anyway.
my birthday to look forward to.
and paris.i love my cousins like so much all four of them.and their four parents.
my birthday.
i expect the worst.
haha.yeah like who doesnt know what happens at every IJ gathering.
shit.
damn damn damn.and to think i cried so hard at graduation.twice
a person like me who cant cry.
(which goes way back into my childhood too.)
whatever.i trashed this year.
i predict,the next.
yeah why not.thing will just,..
history will repeat itself.
dobby,harry potter,2nd book.
well some people who made it better..
i thank them so much
harriet
yi hui
jasmine
andrea(sitting next to me),jessie(softball)..
ij people.of crescent and out.
amanda,linsha,suet,andro,sam low,jacq(june holidays)
and some more
cant think.
well just,
next year
exactly the same
urh(swallow)
i dont wanna do this shit to myself but hell,
no vancancies.both classes.
just let me die.
yeah?
[dont worry not tonight i promised you i wont cut myself]

12:26 AM


Friday, October 26, 2007

WOWEEEE!
last post was on JULY.
god i know this is sooo..
well me glad
for i am back!
weeee!
ok.yknow the song on this blog
"hey juliet"?
yea.LISTEN TO IT.
did i mention im reading romeo and juliet?
and romeo's...urrrgh..
haa.
well the song's nice so
LMNT LYRICS
"Juliet"
Hey I've been watching you
Every little thing you do
Every time I see you pass
In my homeroom class, makes my heart beat fast
I've tried to page you twice
But I see you roll your eyes
Wish I could make it real
But your lips are sealed, that ain't no big deal
'Cause I know you really want me
I hear your friends talk about me
So why you trying to do without me
When you got me
Where you want me
(Hey Juliet)
I think you're fine
You really blow my mind
Maybe someday, you and me can run away
I just want you to know
I wanna be your Romeo
Hey Juliet
Girl you got me on my knees
Beggin' please, baby please
Got my best DJ on the radiowaves saying
Hey Juliet, why do you do him this way
Too far to turn around
So I'm gonna stand my ground
Gimme just a little bit of hope
With a smile or a glance, gimme one more chance
'Cause I know you really want me
I hear your friends talk about me
So why you tryin' to do without me
When you got me
Where you want me
Hey Juliet
I think you're fine
You really blow my mind
Maybe someday, you and me can run away
I just want you to know
I wanna be your Romeo
Hey Juliet
I know you really want me
I hear your friends talk about me
So why you tryin' to do without me
When you got me
Where you want me
You don't have to say forever
For us to hang together
So hear me when I say
Hey Juliet
Hey Juliet
I think you're fine
You really blow my mind
Maybe someday, you and me can run away
I just want you to know
I wanna be your Romeo
Hey Juliet
Hey Juliet
I think you're fine
You really blow my mind
Maybe someday, you and me can run away
I just want you to know
I wanna be your Romeo
Hey Juliet
YEA MAN.
alright!these lyrics
make a whole post!
WHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH
alright.you guys know im too nice
*i am right?*
so i'll tell you
....
life's been like....
....tidal waves.
yea.really.ysee,someone brings it down,but suddenly someone brings it up..
people who bring it up.
examples.
andro/sam(train buddies!) , jas/yihui
and manda duh
my mum yea
*she's real funny*
well some more ppl yea..
harriet?i dont know..cus she's equal on both sides.
ooops.i didnt wanna mention who brought me down.
except for me ocourse.making myself drown all the time.
i improved this semester!
20 to 19.no more middle man.
yea but i failed chinese again.*no surprise*
oh but linsha did..my mum thought manda was pranking me..yea right.
oh and my mum wanted me to drop HCL
so i gotta have to switch classes..
i admit.i'll miss jasmine.
perhaps thats all..the people.yep only jasmine.
sam said i'd go either s2 or c1
honestly id rather stay in g3 after all
i hate changes.coward.scaredy-cat.thats me.
no guts.but i know i wouldnt wanna go s2.nooo way.
just think.francesloke and rachel yap.i dont belong there.nooooo.
my mum's new ringtone's Jenny.
i want that your guardian angel song.arghhh its sooo nice.
finishing off..HA.so abrupt.
well its about.
MY BIRTHDAY
YES YOU ALL HAVE FORGOTTEN MY BIRTHDAY DIDNT YOU????
no.i wont believe it.
ITS A BABEQUE THIS TIME!!!!LIKE IN P5 REMEMBER?
either on the 3 or 4th november.sam cant make sunday cus of church.
yes so please please please tell me you can come on either one of those dates.
to my house.duh.those who dont know how to get there,i can fetch ya.
that was directed to banaanaa creme.
its noon/afternoon till night.
welcome to come in the mornings ocourse.or just for the bbq at night.
well just come!
you're invited!cus anybody who cares enough to go to this DEAD BLOG is.
so yea..i want a pencil case this time.mine's like..
well its like i needed a wallet last year..
..and some nice people got me one!
suet picked it out,i heard.the bulky nike.and cait cheryl and some others chipped
well i wonder yet again if anyone's gonna get me anything anime manga related.
some ppl actually got me food.
yingqi...was it chocolates?
oh whatever.arriving would be a present enough!!!!! weeeeeeeeeeee!
ja?
1.33am!!im tired now.
'-.-' <- thats chipmnk sleeping got it?
heheheeee.(pleased)

1:00 AM