Another chapter's ending,

Monday, December 25, 2006

twenty-third chip (crescents and a christmas party)

a few days ago,i went to crescents.

okay,the school was fine,good,yea yea whatever.then i found out the class i was in.

none of the six people who got into crescents [andro suet sam rachel amla qiao]went to the same class as i.

neither did they anyway,except for andro n suet.the lucky ones.i guess its fate.

seven ppl n only 2 got in the same classroom together.think abt the chances manda n jacq has.

and ls,none of us there in nanyang.

unless jacq's n manda's appeal got through,then it'll be them 3.

or just manda.then its as n ls but what abt jacq in scgs?.oh,isabel's appeal got through cus of her singa award.

or ls's appeal to rgs got through..n if ty got there n what abt gaya?

then what if only manda's at ny?hmm.there's shermaine,kai yun (rat face!) so on..

ohhh.krrrssssseechhcc~!i think i had better think abt my own sch than abt my friends.

i wonder how we'll manage to keep in touch.sec sch's gonna be busy n tough.

and im feeling a negative unfair feeling towards crescents now.if just 1 person were to be in my class,everything would be so much better.

i hope i make at least 1 friend,though i doubt there would be anyone like me.

me who once brought a grasshopper to sch with jacq,which hopped out of jacq's bag n unleashed chaos in class.ah.the good times.

crescents' way too strict and stuff to allow me to get away as easily as i did.not to mention scgs,ny n rgs.they probably wont get another incident like this again nxt year.probably,probably..

y'know,i feel like,dunno,im all thinking its bad,leaving my sch teachers,friends..,new sch,sec sch's hard,how im gonna get friends...

u see,without having u guys around,i wouldnt be who i am being as in front of u.all,you know.whatever weird or crazy and stuff,heh.

i'd be all quiet,sitting there,looking all unhappy or bored or something.

so yea,i have to say u ppl are the source of all that energy,all the jump jump hop hop shouting and all.

so without that,i wonder if i can get friends.even if so,i probably wont dare to show it out.

urg.so worrying...

adrianne(sp?)'s party was great.we played twister,drank wine,kept saying i was smarter than everyone else just to,uh,say it though i didnt think so (duh) and got upset abt that and didnt dare say it again.

and i found out water is just plain water,but it worked alot for me,like when i ate that gingerbread thingy and when i drank wine [mixed with FnN orange!!].

wow.what a long post.

its 5.09am now.sleepy timee.

oh,HAPPY CHRISTMAS ALL!!

srry if i havent got u all cards n presents yet.thought i stil had time n it dragged on and x'mas' here.

HO HO HO (tze yuen)!!im santa!

*yawn*

oh yes.night.

-_- ~zzzzzzzz..

4:12 AM