in a NUTSHELL

2010-09-14T00:53:00.001+08:00

I need a new blog.

2009-07-22T00:10:00.002+08:00

WIKI:

2D:4D digit ratio

The best, non-invasive, marker of prenatal hormone exposure is the ratio of the second and fourth finger lengths (2D:4D ratio), a known sexually dimorphic measure (males showing lower ratios than females). Patients with androgen over-exposure (such as in congenital adrenal hyperplasia) show lower 2D:4D ratios, providing evidence linking prenatal androgen exposure as key to this feature. Additionally, the 2D:4D ratio has been shown to be affected by variation in the androgen receptor gene. The ratio of testosterone to estrogen in amniotic fluid has also been found to be negatively correlated with the 2D:4D ratio.

Independent studies indicate that homosexual women have masculinized (lower) ratios and homosexual men show either hyper-masculinized or feminized ratios. These findings reinforce the prenatal androgen model - abnormal prenatal hormone exposure is related to the development of human homosexuality.

_______________

Fraternal birth order effect

Studies show that homosexual men have higher numbers of older male siblings. This finding led to the development of the fraternal birth order effect theory of homosexuality, stating that a mother becomes progressively immunized to successive male children, leading to increased chances of homosexuality in later male children. The mechanism involves the mother producing increasing anti-male antibodies to male-specific antigens expressed in male fetuses. These antibodies are thought to block the full masculinization of the fetal brain by “binding to and inactivating male-specific molecules located on the surface of fetal brain cells” thus preventing the morphogenesis of masculinized sexual preferences. Estimations indicate that there is a 33% increase in chances of homosexuality in a male child with each older male sibling. A BBC study reported that the fraternal birth order effect does not apply to left-handed homosexual males. Support for this theory is given by data indicating that the effect holds true only for biological brothers and the chances of male homosexuality is not increased by the number of older stepbrothers or adoptive siblings. This theory does not apply to the development of female homosexuality.

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Developmental instability and handedness

The chances of being left-handed are increased in homosexual populations. Homosexual men have an approximate 34% odds ratio of being non-right-handed while lesbian women have 91% odds of being so, both compared to heterosexual populations. It has been proposed that non-right-handedness (including ambidexterity) is related to homosexuality through developmental instability. Developmental instability refers to the level of vulnerability to environmental and genetic stresses and perturbations during development.

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Response to visual sexual stimuli

A recent functional magnetic resonance imaging study has demonstrated that upon viewing of both heterosexual and homosexual erotic visual stimuli, only those images corresponding to the subject’s sexual orientation produced hypothalamic activation patterns associated with sexual arousal. The response of heterosexuals viewing heterosexual adult videos showed the same pattern of sexual arousing neural processing as homosexuals viewing same-sex adult videos, while the viewing of the opposite orientation’s images did not elicit the same response.

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http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Neuroscience_and_sexual_orientation

I'm not your boyfriend baby

2009-04-21T22:05:00.007+08:00

You know I rep' this shit
I got it tatted on my skin
And if you fuckin' with my city
Then you fuckin' with my kin
You know I rep' this shit
I got my hands up on your chest
Motherfuckers best believe it
That you're fuckin' with the best

Kill the lights
These children learn from cigarette burns, fast cars, fast women, and cheap drinks
It feels right
All these asphyxiated, self-medicated; take the whi--
Kill the lights
These children learn from cigarette burns, fast cars, fast women, and cheap drinks
It feels right
All these asphyxiated, self-medicated; take the white pill, you'll feel alright

...

2009-04-05T22:01:00.002+08:00

It's funny,
Seeing your 'ily's in unexpected places,
Whilst residing in the
Unfavourable class i'm doomed to.

I snuck onto my
Old phone that my dad was using,
And spent
Hours transferring all your textes to me
Onto paper.
Three full pages;
..3am

Its as if,
Monday knew that

this

would happen.

I won't
forget
that time.

2009-03-29T19:57:00.002+08:00

1st April- Public Talk: Power and Strangeness of the Quantum by Professor Serge Haroche at Shaw Foundation Alumni House

There's gonna be a talk on quantum physics on wednesday at NUS!!

I'm dying to go.

It's 7pm and light dinner will be served,

And know its pointless asking, but who wants to come??

ANYONE would be great (because i know no one would)

please? please? please?

please?

Sighhhhhhhh

I'm gonna crash it.

hahahahahahaha

crashing a lecture

hahahahahaahahahahhahaahaha

2009-03-16T22:21:00.001+08:00

From The Matrix:

Agent Smith:

I'd like to share a revelation that I've had during my time here. It came to me when I tried to classify your species and I realized that you're not actually mammals. Every mammal on this planet instinctively develops a natural equilibrium with the surrounding environment but you humans do not. You move to an area and you multiply and multiply until every natural resource is consumed and the only way you can survive is to spread to another area. There is another organism on this planet that follows the same pattern. Do you know what it is? A virus. Human beings are a disease, a cancer of this planet.

///

Makes alot of sense, doesn't it?

like we never even

2009-03-10T22:47:00.003+08:00

[Clearing out folders, I found this.] [From a chain mail:]

There was a blind girl who hated
>>herself just because she's
>>blind.
>>
>>She hated everyone, except her loving
>>boyfriend. He's always there for her.
>>
>>She said that if she could only see
>>the world, she
would marry her
>>boyfriend.
>>
>>One day, someone donated a pair of
>>eyes to her and she could see
>>everything, including her boyfriend.
>>
>>Her boyfriend asked her, "now that you
>>can see the world, will you
>>marry me?" The girl was shocked when
>>she saw that her boyfriend was blind
>>too, and refused to marry him.
>>
>>Her boyfriend walked away in tears,
>>and later wrote a letter to her
>>saying.
>>"Just take care of my eyes dear."

Deflowered over and Over

2009-03-03T22:00:00.003+08:00

On last thoughts,

G1 and C3 are equal in suckiness/awesomeness.

So really, it doesn't really matter i guess.
Except for one person (;

_

When i say i miss ms sim, i actually mean every word of it yknow?

Haha,

FSHIT CHEM SCREAM

_

I wanna go out
and spend
all my money
with you on you and
then starve and survive on your food
for the rest of the
Month, MUAHAHAHAHHA.

Hey die already

IS THERE HALF DAY ON FRIDAY. IS THERE, IS THERE!!!!

_

I'm experiencing some kind of frustration here. Can you tell?

-snigggerr-

2009-02-21T22:56:00.002+08:00

I GOT MY COUSIN'S IPOD !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Gonna keep it a secret from my dad (:<

Yeahhhhhhhh :D

Kay. I made my decision to switch to 3C3.

And in all seriousness, its only cus Harriet's in there that I've got the confidence to do so.

HARRIET BE HONORED, and on second thoughts, TAKE GOOD CARE OF ME.

(:

I'm missing G1. Haha really...

Sigh.

(cont. later)

2009-02-13T00:33:00.008+08:00

I hate Suicides.

I hate Tears when
they are
shed
because
of
me.

I hate Love that
brings
always brings
some hurt.

I hate (your) Pain.

I hate It
when you
Cry.

I hate Me
because
I did this
to you.

I hate that which i have done.

I hate Death
-of a loved one.

this.is.GOODBYE

2009-02-12T22:06:00.003+08:00

Hey guys.

From tomorrow onwards, well, my tablet's banned.

er, Forever.

So, don't know if i'll ever post here again, lol.

Unless someone would lend me their's.

Which is no one... so, yeah.

so,

THIS IS GOODBYE.

(I THINK)

(;

A follow-up..

2009-02-11T23:31:00.003+08:00

" The argument that procreation is an essential element of marriage is usually only brought up in the context of arguing against same-sex marriage. "

-http://www.bbc.co.uk/ethics/samesexmarriage/against_4.shtml

One major point in many cases against gays is that: It is UNNATURAL! Male with male or female with female is Wrong, (Disgusting), they shouldn't be together! Why? Cus they can't make babies like normal Heterosexual couples can.

I've thought about how gay married couples would wish a family of their own. When you love someone, you would love to have a kid with that special person. The obvious means for gay couples which everyone knows, is to adopt, but its the same as with hetero couples who are unable to have kids - they'd like a special child of their own, and many face heartaches because they can't.

So i thought, what if same-sex couples Could have babies? What if you took stem cells from a woman, and tried to turn it into a sperm? It got me thinking about changing my dream career path into Bio instead of Physics for a while.

It was only today that i got around doing some actual researching.

Interestingly, for about the last twenty years, scientists have been researching methods to achieve same-sex procreation for humans, either through the creation of female sperm or a male egg. There has been success with experiments with animals, like chicken or mice, for example.

Of course one tricky bit you might wonder about, is about the chromosomes. Female cells are generally XX, so how could you make sperms out of them? There are actually techniques such as micro-cell mediated chromosome transfer and mammalian artificial chromosomes which can be used to add natural or artificial Y chromosomes to female cells.

An excerpt from the website http://www.samesexprocreation.com/ :

In February 2006, Japanese scientists at the University of Tokyo report on creating male eggs in fish, by extracting adult male germ cells from trout testicles, and transplanting them into an undifferentiated embryonic gonad in a female trout embryo's peritoneal cavity. The male eggs so produced were able to fertilized by sperm, achieving same-sex procreation in fish. While this procedure is unacceptable for humans, it does suggest that human same-sex procreation is a solvable problem.

If heterosexuals can use technical assistance to have children, same-sex couples can have children using the same methods. It wouldn't make sense to ban same-sex procreation, and therefore gay sex , and gay marriages should then be legal.

To return to the statement at the beginning, Marriage is apparently the symbolism and upholding of love, right? But now babies are just but one of the aspects of marriage, and neither does society make having children a requirement for marriage. Moreover, what has having kids got to do with truly loving another person, which is what marriage is ultimately about? Whatever shit about this gender or that sex shouldn't matter since LOVE CONQUERS ALL.

2009-02-11T00:41:00.003+08:00

Read this. Its by linsha's friend Lisa, i really like the way she thinks, and i thought this post of hers was pretty interesting.

[ from a very biased point of view
and according to "harming no one, wherefore call them wrong",
instead of homosexuality being a sin,
heterosexuality should be the sin instead.

because we are already facing overpopulation and if more hetero couples get married, there'll be more kids. hence more people. and thus harming the environment and the planet because one last thing we need on this planet is another million people. thus harming the world, thus call heteros wrong.

whereas homo couples cant reroduce which is a good thing apparently, given the opverpopulation. and the fact that homos dont harm anyone/anything.

in conclusion, from this warped perspective,
heterosexuality is a sin while homosexuality is not a sin, and in fact should be encouraged. OKAY IGNORE THE ENCOURAGE PART. ]

After geog, we all know a birth rate of about 2.1 (i think) is important for the building and survivial of our country.

Building and survival? I means Competition in the global economy, defense against possibility of Wars, and the aging shit.

Competition:
lisa -> 'but, think about it. the world's facing all these problems now, the economic recession, global warming, pollution, everything. almost everything is due to one thing: advancement in technology. and this advancement in technology is due to what? people becoming smarter and knowing more things. if we stop knowing so much things, we might actually be able to postpone the end of the world. so humans want to advance, make progress, development. but what are they for? isn't it all for living a better life? but if this "better life" we're talking about now does not require, or in fact, is opposing man gaining more knowledge, would we still want to progress like that? would we still force ourselves to take in so much information? '

Wars: So advanced, so intelligent, so humane aren't we? Why should war be happening?

Aging, well maybe we shouldn't have overpopulated in the first place.

Its all linked, advancement, global crisis due to advancement, freedom of speech due to advancement bringing more people becoming homos.

I don't believe that everyone should be homos. I just wish homophobes wouldn't be homophobic, although i think heteros being disgusted by homos [are homos disgusted by heteros?] as justified as that little tinge of racism/prejudice that's within all of us. As with racism and prejudice and other religious-based disagreements, we all ought to exercise tolerance and be readily flexible with such prejudices. For example, if you have a prejudice against homos [prejudice is usually collective] and there's this homo you get to know, DON'T LET PREJUDICE LIMIT YOURSELF. Don't limit yourself in interaction, befriending, till you can be really sure you dislike a person. Because even if while through this interaction you cant help but dislike the person, eventually you might find something nice about the person which lets you overcome that prejudice you have for homos in general.

Returning to the homos vs heteros bit, i believe in balance so I'd say, lets have some homos and some heteros and everyone else- bi, 3rd gender, whatever. After all, a little bit of everything is healthy as everything are balanced in having pros and cons. Plus if you've read a post of mine from last year, homo animals are all evident be it penguins, giraffes, or dolphins. Obviously no books or media would wanna go around brandishing that fact so it is often unclear/unknown to most.

Yeah. This is just another biased post defending non-straightness.

I PICKED THE LOCK OMGGG

2009-02-10T18:06:00.004+08:00

OMGGGGGGGG

OMG
OMG
OMG

Okay.
My tablet is like locked up in the drawer and if i wanna use it, i have to ask my mum for the key at night when she comes home right?

She isn't back. So i tried to pick the lock.

MY FUCK, IT SWUNG AND I, ...YEAH!

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!! -in hysterics-

tools used-> a large paper clip and a small paper clip.

to pearlyn: You have to turn it. Haha so it swings.(: Only when the pins are aligned the lock will be able to turn.

2009-02-05T21:17:00.001+08:00

Just so you know, if you didn't already, Harriet and I are over.(:

2009-02-02T22:04:00.002+08:00

The Mybot is so weird. Read this.

\ says:
Hi! What is your name?

MyBot says:
Hi. My name is MyBot.

\ says:
Did i not name you Euler?

MyBot says:
I don't know. Did you?

\ says:
Yes. Your name is Euler.

MyBot says:
NAME, ha? You mean 'FUCK!'?

-__- weird shit right.

MyBot says:
I see. Replaced the description of 'youth' under topic 'NAME'.

\ says:
What is Harriet?

MyBot says:
I don't know, but I can learn. (Assuming that Harriet is somehow related to NAME). Now give me one sentence, a short explanation of Harriet.

\ says:
It is the name you give to a girl if you wanted a boy named Harry instead.

TEEHEE(:

Cornsweet illusion

2009-01-31T19:14:00.002+08:00

Left part of the picture seems to be darker than the right one. In fact they have the same brightness.

Try covering the middle line with your finger.

Trashed And Scattered- A7X

2009-01-31T12:17:00.007+08:00

Keep on writing you're just raping yourself (nothing can take my mind away from them)
Don't you ask about me, ask 'bout somebody else (Once I've fallen there's many stories to tell)
I can feel it, won't embrace it, it's overwhelming how far you take it (Stuck in a state of questioning)
And don't you tell me you know we're destined, you won't convince me, I won't listen (Resentment building, you've put our lives on hold)

Trashed and scattered again, I'm feelin' so low
You waste your breath while fuckin' with me, my blood is so cold
My destination always unknown, I'll find my way there
But goddamn motherfuckers always wasting my time

I won't be the victim, but the first to cast a stone
Sedated nights to the bar room fights as metropolis takes its toll
And don't you try to stop me, it's a place you'll never know
Don't try to judge or take shots at me, I'll never let you seize control

Play your game you better walk away cause your integrity don't mean shit
Crawl on me you fucking parasite, and I'm gonna take you out

Label me, that's fine, I'll be somebody else (Nothing in front of me but holes ahead)
Lie about my life, have a story to tell (Lights went down, was on the edge and I fell)
Oh you're so insightful, let me remind you to twist and break me, should make you worried (Long way to go and you're right there)
Two-faced liar, don't try and know me, deceit brings fire, makes sure you can't breathe (Pick at pieces of my body below)

I never bothered with all the rumors, too much garbage (all the same)
(I know my destination)
I'll stand right here, come on you falsehood deceitful liar (There's no shame)
Don't ever take my side, I know you're never right, I'll justify the means (Nothing's what it seems)
I'll stand around and fight, but there's no point tonight, been chained to this machine
Trashed and scattered again, I'm feelin' so low
You waste your breath while fuckin' with me, my blood is so cold
My destination always is known, I'll find my way there
But Goddamn Imposter are you out of your mind?

I walk down these roads alone and now you're seen here
My feelings that I'm having towards you are perfectly clear (I control this ride)
My devils appetite is tonight and now I'm alright
But you Goddamn Motherfuckers always wasting my time

Play your game you better walk away cause your integrity don't mean shit
Crawl on me you fucking parasite, and I'm gonna take you out

I won't be the victim, but the first to cast a stone
Sedated nights to the bar room fights as metropolis takes its toll
And don't you try to stop me, it's a place you'll never know
Don't try to judge or take shots at me, I'll never let you seize control

Don' try and get the best of me (No one can help but your own self)
City makes my body ache (Lonely, don't try and prey on me)
I feel your world dying, no more use in tryin'

And my body's trashed and low, but to you I'll never show myself or what's inside
And I've seen it all before and I'll settle the score, I'll never join your side

You may be,

Happy, broken, hyper, pissed..

BUT METAL ALWAYS ROCKS

woooooooo hooooooooo!!!

Anyway guys,

i found out

if i cross my eyes and switch it back,

Everything looks sharper!!!

REALLY. Go try it!:DDD

And yknow,

my fingertips have been feeling weird for days.

I think its the freezing weather in Shanghai..

They feel things weirdly.

Like, things feel smooth.

My mum says its bad blood circulation(:

Ah welllll.

And i woke up this morning

Ive decided, for now that

Im tired of sinking myself in loving.

For all this time

All that mattered was my love

All that i thought about

All i felt, my love

Was all

I realise, I miss friendship

I havent felt it throughly in ages

Ever since

2006

Our clique.

...

Manda's my bestie

But it feels like ive never had fun with her and LS for a long time.

...

Caitlin's just made of pure, fluffy, Awesomeness

But ive yet to send her the letter i was supposed to send.

...

I HAVENT SEEN JACQ IN AGES

she's just living a few blocks away.

All i wanted to talk about

was meandher herandme

and me

and her

It feels like ive been wearing an upside down brown paper bag

with cut out hearts for eyes

and hand cuffs around my arms and shoelaces

Im tired

All i ever wanted was good friends

And i threw myself into love

I cant see how i could carry on harriet.

Im sorry, but thats what i feel now

You made me think

and realise

But your love is too much me to take

I need you

- your friendship

Im sinking in this relationship

I miss back then

But i need what it was like of way before

best friends

idk

Sigh.

This is a Mess,

haha.

The Poison- BFMV

2009-01-31T01:04:00.002+08:00

Now, is your time to die
We've gathered here to say goodbye
No, more, you'll cry
No reason left for you to fight

Feel, pain, no more
Emotions never felt before
Where, do, we go
We go, she'll never know

Holding on to you, to keep from falling
Your eyes are closing now
Another chapter's ending

Hard, times, we always saw
There's nothing left of you no more
Fear, has, no place, no place
Cover her face

Holding on to you, to keep from falling
Your eyes are closing now
Another chapter's ending

This is our last goodbye (goodbye!)
This is our time tonight

Holding on to you!

Cover up her face!

Holding on to you... To keep from falling!

Holding on to you, to keep from falling
Your eyes are closing now
Another chapter's ending

This is our last goodbye (goodbye!)
This is our time tonight (goodbye!)

This is our last goodbye!

However awesome this song sounds,

The girl dying is shit.

What a bitch is

2009-01-30T19:21:00.005+08:00

What is a bitch:
one who prefers to give people the painful truth.
one who doesn't know she has everything she could have and yet still wants more till she ruins everything she does have.
one who's broke the heart of the same person thrice in a week.

I'm a bitch

2009-01-29T17:36:00.001+08:00

The faster we're falling,
We're stopping and stalling.
We're running in circles again
Just as things were looking up
You said it wasn't good enough.
But still we're trying one more time.

Maybe we're just trying too hard.
When really it's closer than it is too far

Cause I'm in too deep, and I'm trying to keep,
Up above in my head, instead of going under.
Cause I'm in too deep, and I'm trying to keep,
Up above in my head, instead of going under.
Instead of going under.

Seems like each time
I'm with you I lose my mind,
Because I'm bending over backwards to relate.
It's one thing to complain
But when you're driving me insane
Well then I think it's time that we took a break.

Maybe we're just trying too hard.
When really it's closer than it is too far

Cause I'm in too deep, and I'm trying to keep,
Up above in my head, instead of going under.
Cause I'm in too deep, and I'm trying to keep,
Up above in my head, instead of going under.
Instead of going under.
Instead of going under.

I can't sit back and wonder why.
It took so long for this to die.
And I hate it when you fake it.
You can't hide it you might as well embrace it.
So believe me it's not easy.
It seems that something's telling me,

I'm in too deep, and I'm trying to keep,
Up above in my head, instead of going under.
Cause I'm in too deep, and I'm trying to keep,
Up above in my head, instead of going under.
Instead of going under.
Instead of going under.

Instead of going under again.
Instead of going under.
Instead of going under again.
Instead of going under again.

2009-01-28T16:44:00.002+08:00

Okay. I miss shanghai. Doesn't matter if its too cold, too dry, too without certain people.

Cus, I'm sorry, but 3G1 sucks like Crap.

School too. Lollll. Never thought i thought that. I thought i liked learning.

What was the highlight of today? Er. Before school and recess. And that just makes up to half and hour. So you can tell i had a sucky day, yeah?

I don't know. But that's school for me i guess. Took me so long.

How come i didn't think school sucked before?

2009-01-26T12:33:00.002+08:00

~~ITS AWESOME HERE LOSERS~~

hahahahahaha.
hey the weather's great. its freezing.
im like wearing what three layers
we did fireworks yesterday. pretty amazing(:
had lamb on skewers and lamb ribs,
slept at 4am..
listened to alot of bullet for my valentine.

i watched nick and nora's infinite playlist on the plane.
Kat Dennings is super awesome
and pretty. HOT.
...lolllll.

maybe here's better than Spore after all.
though there's you all, i dunno,
3G1 is shit i guess.
super mega slab of ****
hahahhaha

im in a lousy mood today, for some reason.
so i say, just forget about reading thiz.
ahh might as well end it, lol

kay seeya
/

im flying:)

2009-01-18T22:15:00.003+08:00

Oh er, hey guys, mainly Manda, Ls, Andro and people...
Im off to Shanghai in 5 days or something.
Sooo yeah. Just for your knowledge(:

2009-01-11T13:29:00.003+08:00

Ive been like sick since beginning of this week and yesterday i couldn't stop coughing.
Woke up with muscle ache in the stomach (hahahahaha)

And er, i want to say cats are really really nice awesome creatures and here's proof:

Can't not agree can you?

:D

Hey, isn't it funny how we care so much about hygiene, washing our hands after going to the toilet, but we forget that before we can wash our hands, we have to pull up our pants first?

a little pissed

2009-01-09T18:31:00.003+08:00

I DO NOT LIKE MY CO-FORMTEACHER

[MDM KARTINIE] <- not supposed to be showing teacher's names so im making it white

She has this look

You know what she said to harriet and i?

I dont like her at all.

Shit. co-form and Cme. wth.

From now on im gonna avoid the b****.

2009-01-08T17:58:00.005+08:00

Heyyy. Let me tell you something cool
Our class has a blog.
No, thats not the cool bit.
So i just checked it out and
On the profile there's the form and co-form teacher's name there yeah
And the names of everyone in g1. All 41 of them:D

.. My class has 42 people.

My name is missing from the list of 3G1 people!! Woohoo! They forgot me!

Right there's something else.
I wanna hit 1.6m right
But we had the weight and heigh measurement and im
159.5
YES. POINT 5. WHAT THE HECK
0.5 to 160? That's just crazy stupid.

I think my image in class is bad
Hahahahaha

The noodle store that sells Laksa's gone
Shit.

So i saw the amazing miss ~~cheryl~~SHARYL (harriet: I couldn't stand having the wrong name kay) harriet's crazy over
...
Ahh she's not my type.(:

THERE'S A SUPER AWESOME PERSON IN GERALDINE'S CLASS
her name is Joey and SHE LIKES SCIENCE. omgomgomg -
She actually watches discovery channel and nat geo and thinks the most AWESOME place in singapore is THE SCIENCE CENTER.
CRAZY HUH.

thats why i think she's awesome shit

:D

:D

okay byebye:P

2009-01-07T21:23:00.002+08:00

I don't feel like killing anyone anymore(:
But im starting to wish Geraldine was in g1):

DIE SUCKERS DIE

2009-01-04T16:44:00.002+08:00

It's probably really retarded, but when in 3G1, I find myself fantasizing about killing everyone.
:)

2008-12-25T21:57:00.004+08:00

I got my left ear pierced for christmas. [WHOOO HOOO!!!!!]

...

Oh and Manda, i got you the mini penguin water dispenser, amazing huh! =P

haha okay and i watched this movie uhhh

This movie uuuuhhhhhhh...

Zooey Deschanel !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! <3333333

she was the reason i wanted to watch Yes man and i think it was totally worth it ;P

AHHHHHHHHHHHH i dont know why but i think she's so awesome ^^

Ever since she acted as Trillian in the Hitchhiker's guide.. hehheh. i dont know... its like, ive this thing for crazy girls.

...uh huh.

Ah well! Good day today, good day... (:

Not so sure about tomorrow. My dad's coming back. YEAH he missed christmas and is returning just the day after -_______-

Hmm.Got more socks today.

And Merry Christmas everyone!
:D

Uruha is Sex, no doubt about it

2008-12-25T02:26:00.006+08:00

Well, you know, Gazette, its not like I listen to there music or anything, but since October after eoys, Sihui and Liz got me into those Youtube videos...

Urghhh ohmygod...

IM ADDICTED.

Basically it was just harmless Uruha image surfing... [okay absolutely Not harmless, he's so Freaking GORGEOUS it makes you weep i mean, seriously]

Im addicted to Gazette videos, its sooo,

OKAY IM PUTTING A RANDOM LINK

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TpYqJoO3l_4&NR=1
... puts spaghetti in a different light :D

Its so funny all this silly videos but you know how they're like hot and sexy..., yeah?

-Kai has this uber cute smile super uber cute ><

I remember how i liked Reita first, with the cool nose-cover thing, then I saw Uruha's ~~beauty~~

its like looking at Tokio Hotel thinking first that Tom's better then realising Bill's perfect features
Yeah. Uruha's gorgeous, -nose bleed-

He's got, what, impossible legs omg~

Edwardcullen isnt a god, man, Uruha is

He's so so so so so pretty its crazy.

To think such a beautiful person can possibly exist in this cruel world~...

... Right im boring you huh. Im getting bored here anyway posting ahahahahahaa

But please please please google Uruha if you have no idea how he looks like, because once you do you wont regret it, because he is SO -

alright alright i'll stop :P

URUHA URUHA URUHA

URUHA URUHA URUHA!!!!!!!!!

okaybyebye ><

2008-12-23T16:19:00.003+08:00

i found this awesome image of SEITEN TAISEI aka Son Goku !!!!!!!!

its so good right ????? YEAH!!!

though it doesnt make sense [cus demon goku isnt supposed to be wearing the limiter], but its... ITS...

its Brilliant. i cant ever cosplay anything like that [i mean Goku]

(but its not like manda can do Sanzo either hehehehhh..)

andro is too psycho froggie to do Kougaiji,

... but linsha can do Zakuro . yep.

... ... ...

why hasnt anyone one mentioned it? linsha's PERFECT for Zakuro!

MUAHAHAHAHAAHAHA. MUAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

H2G2 random wiki check

2008-12-22T01:47:00.004+08:00

" It was not truly clear that the series was over (since it was already a trilogy with five books) until Adams died of a heart attack at age 49 in 2001. Indeed, Adams said that the new novel he was working on, The Salmon of Doubt, was not working as a Dirk Gently story, and suggested it might instead become a sixth book in the Hitchhiker's series. He described Mostly Harmless in an interview as "a very bleak book" and said he "would love to finish Hitchhiker on a slightly more upbeat note". Adams also remarked that if he were to write a sixth instalment, he would at least start with all the characters in the same place. "

-wiki

HOW COULD YOU DOUGLAS ADAMS? HOW COULD YOU JUST DIE?????
NO NOOOOOO I HATE YOU I HATE YOU
ALRIGHT I DONT, I THINK YOU'RE A GENIUS
BUT A HEART ATTACK?? WHAT DID YOU, SMOKE?
i bet Marvin came along and depressed you into it. but thats no reason to die! (???)
Eoin Colfer's gonna write it for us.
Please ensure he does a good job or we'll slam him
like put the fish in his ear and ghostspeak to him or whatever
if not, send us electric monks
they'll do fine too

Of three and chickens

2008-12-16T14:14:00.009+08:00

Numbers, i think you would agree, are properties of things.

If numbers are properties of things, what then, are they properties of?

There are three chickens. What is the number 3, property of?

The chicken? No.Each chicken is one.
The chickens? No, that'll be the group of them, and a group is one single entity. [eg, a flock of birds]

So unless you can decide on what 3 is property of, you cannot associate 3 with the chickens.

... Which would make the phrase "three chickens" crazy, and impossible.

And, there would be no such thing as "three chickens".

Which, anyone would say, there is.

How now?
_

Credit: Aristotle

OMG Shoes - Kelly

2008-12-09T10:26:00.000+08:00

2008-12-08T01:39:00.002+08:00

Until the day I die
I'll spill my heart for you, for you

As years go by I race the clock with you
But if you died right now
You know that I'd die too
I'd die too

We'll make the same mistakes
I'll take the fall for you
I hope you need this now
Cause I know I still do

Ethics

2008-12-05T17:18:00.003+08:00

taken off wiki

"The trolley problem is a thought experiment in ethics, first introduced by Philippa Foot."

HA.foot! what a last name!

" The problem is this:
A trolley is running out of control down a track. In its path are 5 people who have been tied to the track by a mad philosopher. Fortunately, you can flip a switch which will lead the trolley down a different track to safety. Unfortunately, there is a single person tied to that track. Should you flip the switch? "

nice eh?

"The initial trolley problem becomes more interesting when it is compared to other moral dilemmas. "

The fat man
One such is that offered by Judith Jarvis Thomson:
As before, a trolley is hurtling down a track towards five people. You are on a bridge under which it will pass, and you can stop it by dropping a heavy weight in front of it. As it happens, there is a very fat man next to you - your only way to stop the trolley is to push him over the bridge and onto the track, killing him to save five. Should you proceed? ]

"Resistance to this course of action seems strong; most people who approved of sacrificing one to save five in the first case do not approve in the second sort of case. This has led to attempts to find a non-relevant moral distinction between the two cases. "

which is wrong-er?

" ...argues that an essential difference between the original trolley problem and this version with the fat man, is that in the first case, you merely deflect the harm, whereas in the second case, you have to do something to the fat man to save the five. Thomson says that in the first case, nobody has any more right than anyone else not to be run over, but in the second case, the fat man has a right not to be pushed in front of the trolley."

what?
i would think the pushing act is wronger
the person, in being tied to the track, would be mentally prepared
the fat man isn't.
but how is being mentally prepared a good distinction for wrong or wronger?
should we be analyzing what each of them has done in there lives to decide?

then again, hows a trolley supposed to kill? substitute it with a train i say.

Transplant

" Here is an alternate case, due to Thompson, containing similar numbers and results, but without a trolley:

A brilliant transplant surgeon has five patients, each in need of a different organ, each of whom will die without that organ. Unfortunately, there are no organs available to perform any of these five transplant operations. A healthy young traveler, just passing through the city the doctor works in, comes in for a routine checkup. In the course of doing the checkup, the doctor discovers that his organs are compatible with all five of his dying patients. Suppose further that if the young man were to disappear, no one would suspect the doctor.

As rare as it is to find someone who does not think we should turn the trolley, it is even rarer to find someone who thinks it is permissible for the doctor to murder this patient and harvest his organs. "

how about that this five people are gonna die really soon (as with the trolley case) and this man is their only chance?do you murder?
although the case is just the same, saving 5 by sacrificing 1, most who had opted flicking the switch would, however, express disgust with this similar option of murdering the traveller.

and they would be hypocrites.

_

"If intuitions about quantum black holes are correct, then close to the Planck mass the number of possible quantum states of the black hole is expected to become so few and so quantised that its interactions are likely to be quenched out. It is possible that such Planck-mass black holes, no longer able either to absorb energy gravitationally like a Classical black hole because of the quantised gaps between their allowed energy levels, nor to emit Hawking particles for the same reason, may in effect be stable objects. "

-wiki

stable micro black holes!(:

i hate the second law of thermodynamics
someone had better come up with a better thought experiment than Maxwell's demon soon

some science for you grossed out people

2008-11-29T18:16:00.007+08:00

taken from http://www.newscientist.com/article/dn16095-its-confirmed-matter-is-merely-vacuum-fluctuations.html

The Higgs field creates mass out of the quantum vacuum too, in the form of virtual Higgs bosons. So if the LHC confirms that the Higgs exists, it will mean all reality is virtual. "

- the LHC (Large Hadron Collider) is built partly to check the existance of a theoretical particle called the Higgs boson, predicted to account for the mass in matter.

humor in fiction - sex scenes

2008-11-27T12:58:00.003+08:00

You guys gotta read this and i mean, man! You have to!
Or maybe some of you [HAHAHA] i don't know who, may already have but whatever.
It's SO funny you Must read it !!

WARNING. EXPLICIT CONTENT. BUT VERY FUNNY.

(I'll slant some of the funny bits. )

taken from the site: http://www.guardian.co.uk/books/2005/nov/28/fiction.awardsandprizes

Fan Tan by Marlon Brando and Donald Cammell (William Heinemann)

In a moment Annie was on his side, Madame Lai was like a plant growing over him, and her little fist (holding the biggest black pearl) was up his asshole planting the pearl in the most appreciated place.

"Oh, Lord," he cried out. "I'm a-comin'!"

She could not answer. It is the one drawback of fellatio as conscientious as hers that it eliminates the chance for small talk and poetry alike. But nothing is exactly perfect in this life, and for Annie Doultry the delicate but firm pressure on his rear parts was in perfect harmony with the eruption of his cock. He came and he came - we are dealing with a hero here. At one point his lover backed away to inspect the unaltered gush of it, like a plumber saying to a customer, "Don't blame me. This water supply will stop when the dam's empty."

Winkler by Giles Coren (Jonathan Cape)

And he came hard in her mouth and his dick jumped around and rattled on her teeth and he blacked out and she took his dick out of her mouth and lifted herself from his face and whipped the pillow away and he gasped and glugged at the air, and he came again so hard that his dick wrenched out of her hand and a shot of it hit him straight in the eye and stung like nothing he'd ever had in there, and he yelled with the pain, but the yell could have been anything, and as she grabbed at his dick, which was leaping around like a shower dropped in an empty bath, she scratched his back deeply with the nails of both hands and he shot three more times, in thick stripes on her chest. Like Zorro.

The First Casualty by Ben Elton (Bantam Press)

"Ooh-la-la!" she breathed as he smelt the clean aroma of her short bobbed hair and the rain-sodden grass around it. "Oooh-la-jolly well-la!"
And so they made love together in the pouring rain, with Nurse Murray emitting a stream of girlish exclamations which seemed to indicate that she was enjoying herself. "Gosh", "Golly" and, as things moved towards a conclusion, even "Tally ho!"

Lovers and Strangers by David Grossman (Bloomsbury)

She touched it and her fingers were light and became excited at once, and he started mumbling, "Good, good, good." She listened with wonder. This wasn't like the moans she had heard from thousands of others, but like someone suddenly recognizing something they had previously only heard about, like a boy who sees an airplane in the sky for the first time, not in a story-book, and he stands and cries out: Airplane, airplane!

Memories of my Melancholy Whores by Gabriel Garcia Marquez (Jonathan Cape)

On the night of her birthday I sang the entire song to Delgadina, and I kissed her all over her body until I was breathless: her spine, vertebra by vertebra, down to her languid buttocks, the side with the mole, the side of her inexhaustible heart. As I kissed her the heat of her body increased, and it exhaled a wild, untamed fragrance. She responded with new vibrations along every inch of her skin, and on each one I found a distinctive heat, a unique taste, a different moan, and her entire body resonated inside with an arpeggio, and her nipples opened and flowered without being touched. I was beginning to fall asleep in the small hours when I heard something like the sound of multitudes in the sea and a panic in the trees that pierced my heart. I went to the bathroom and wrote on the mirror: Delgadina, my love, the Christmas breezes have arrived.

taken from :http://www.guardian.co.uk/books/2008/nov/25/bad-sex-award-shortlist

Extract from To Love, Honour and Betray by Kathy Lette

I kissed his mouth ravenously, devouring his neck, earlobes, chest. He broke free with muscular ease, unhooked my bra with composed expertise, found my nipple and flicked his tongue back and forth until it went hard. His towel fell away. Sebastian's erect member was so big I mistook it for some sort of monument in the centre of a town. I almost started directing traffic around it. ... There was nothing but obliterating sensation as we contorted like origami creations for the next hour, ...

and lastly, from : http://www.guardian.co.uk/books/2007/nov/27/awardsandprizes.badsexaward , Last year's posthumous award winner of the Literary Review Bad Sex in Fiction award

Extract From The Castle in the Forest, by Norman Mailer (Little, Brown) pp67-68

Then she was on him. She did not know if this would resuscitate him or end him, but the same spite, sharp as a needle, that had come to her after Fanni's death was in her again. Fanni had told her once what to do. So Klara turned head to foot, and put her most unmentionable part down on his hard-breathing nose and mouth, and took his old battering ram into her lips. Uncle was now as soft as a coil of excrement. She sucked on him nonetheless with an avidity that could come only from the Evil One - that she knew. From there, the impulse had come. So now they both had their heads at the wrong end, and the Evil One was there. He had never been so close before.
The Hound began to come to life. Right in her mouth. It surprised her. Alois had been so limp. But now he was a man again! His mouth lathered with her sap, he turned around and embraced her face with all the passion of his own lips and face, ready at last to grind into her with the Hound, drive it into her piety.

haha, the EVIL ONE!

sickened yet my friends? LOL. bet you didnt even finish this post.

alright alright the last bit was bad sex not funny sex. i mean really really awful sex.
there's alot of bad sex on this page.. i'll copy another.

From Apples by Richard Milward (Faber) p 179

She had on no knickers, and my heart went crash-bang-wallop and my eyes popped out. She hadn't shaved, and her fanny looked like a tropical fish or a bit of old carpet.
'So, you just gonna sit there?' Abi asked, and I laughed nervously. I was hardening up, but it was all a bit of a shock really. All I'd planned that night was listening to a selection of records and maybe some homework. I tried to go down on her, thinking back to the Razzle and how the boys did it in that. But my heart wasn't into it - her cunt smelt a bit like an armpit, and when I pulled the lips open I knew I'd have to shut them numerous times or else I'll die of Aids or I'd fall into it.

..that one was really awful.
and this one's just weird...

From The Stone Gods by Jeanette Winterson (Hamish Hamilton) p 27-28

To calm myself down and appear in control I reverse the problem. 'Spike, you're a robot, but why are you such a drop-dead gorgeous robot? I mean, is it necessary to be the most sophisticated machine ever built and to look like a movie star?'

She answers simply: 'They thought I would be good for the boys on the mission.'

I am pondering the implications of this. Like a wartime pin-up? Like a live anti-depressant? Like truth is beauty, beauty truth? 'How good? I mean, I'm assuming you're not talking sexual services here.'

'What else is there to do in space for three years?'

'But inter-species sex is illegal.'

'Not on another planet it isn't. Not in space it isn't.' ...

'So you had sex with spacemen for three years?'

'Yes. I used up three silicon-lined vaginas.' ...

oh there's a funny one here look:

From Boy Meets Girl by Ali Smith (Canongate)
Her hand opened me. Then her hand became a wing. Then everything about me became a wing, a single wing, and she was the other wing, we were a bird. We were a bird that could sing Mozart.

WE WERE A BIRD THAT COULD SING MOZART hahahaha get that

Homosexuality in Animals

2008-11-25T00:41:00.004+08:00

(off wiki)

Introduction:

"Homosexual and bisexual behavior are widespread in the animal kingdom: a 1999 review by researcher Bruce Bagemihl shows that homosexual behavior, though not necessarily sex, has been observed in close to 1500 species, ranging from primates to gut worms, and is well documented for 500 of them. "

"While studies have demonstrated homosexual behavior in a number of species, Petter Bøckman, the scientific advisor of the exhibition Against Nature? speculates that the true extent of the phenomenon may be much larger than currently recognized:
No species has been found in which homosexual behaviour has not been shown to exist, with the exception of species that never have sex at all, such as sea urchins and aphis. Moreover, a part of the animal kingdom is hermaphroditic, truly bisexual. For them, homosexuality is not an issue. "

Swans:

"An estimated one-quarter of all black swans pairings are homosexual and they steal nests, or form temporary threesomes with females to obtain eggs, driving away the female after she lays the eggs. "
"More of their cygnets survive to adulthood than those of different-sex pairs possibly due to their superior ability to defend large portions of land. "

its interesting how they get young of their own

Gulls:

"Studies have shown that 10 to 15 percent of female western gulls in some populations in the wild are lesbian. "

Penguins:

"In early February 2004 the New York Times reported that a male pair of chinstrap penguins in the Central Park Zoo in New York City were partnered and even successfully hatched a female chick from an egg. ... Other penguins in New York have also been reported to be forming same-sex pairs. "
"Zoos in Japan and Germany have also documented gay male penguin couples. The couples have been shown to build nests together and use a stone to replace an egg in the nest. Researchers at Rikkyo University in Tokyo found 20 gay pairs at 16 major aquariums and zoos in Japan."

"Bremerhaven Zoo in Germany attempted to break up the gay male couples by importing female penguins from Sweden and separating their male couples, but they were unsuccessful. The zoo director stated the relationships were too strong between the gay couples. German gay groups protested at this attempt to break up the male-male couples."

Dolphins:

"The Amazon River dolphin or boto has been reported to form up in bands of 3-5 individuals enjoying group sex. The groups usually comprise young males and sometimes one or two females. Sex is performed in non-reproductive ways, using snout, flippers and general rubbing, without regards to gender. They will sometimes perform homosexual penetration of the blowhole, the only known example of nasal sex. The males will sometimes also perform sex with tucuxi males, a small porpoise. "

haha. dolphin sex

American Bison:

"The American Bison is a bovine mammal which commonly displays homosexual behavior.
Courtship, mounting, and full anal penetration between bulls has been noted to occur among American Bison. "

Elephants:

"African, as well as Asiatic males will engage in same-sex bonding and mounting. Such encounters are often associated with affectionate interactions, such as kissing, trunk intertwining, and placing trunks in each other's mouths. The encounters are analogous to heterosexual bouts, one male often extending his trunk along the other's back and pushing forward with his tusks to signify his intention to mount. Unlike heterosexual relations, which are always of a fleeting nature, those between males result in a "companionship", consisting of an older individual and one or two younger, attendant males. Same-sex relations are common and frequent in both sexes, with Asiatic elephants in captivity devoting roughly 45% of sexual encounters to same-sex activity. "

Giraffes:

"Researchers have treated homosexual behavior in animals as a taboo subject perhaps from innocent confusion or even from a fear of "being ridiculed by their colleagues." A case of overlooking behavior is noted by Bruce Bagemihl describing mating giraffes where nine out of ten pairings occur between males.

!!!
“
Every male that sniffed a female was reported as sex, while anal intercourse with orgasm between males was only "revolving around" dominance, competition or greetings. ” "

its disgusting isnt it. revolving around dominance. greetings. Ha.

there are loads more animal like the Japanese Macaque, the polecat and sheep (yes, sheep). fruit flies and lizards.blah blah blah.

Is Homosexuality against Nature?
think again.

and tag!:D

appalling Soup and Carrots

2008-11-19T17:18:00.005+08:00

you know i really need to switch cca by next year and all?
i would like Badminton but i have to write really annoying emails and sec3 badminton standards must be like real high so i was thinking Photographic society then i thought maybe arranging to get in must be all very difficult then later i thought, you know, how about Chess club?
yes it probably sounds really pathetic but im already worried if im not capable enough to enter.
T_T

Oh. Tags.
i wanna greet cait, thank her and say i love her too.

[okay i dont think this is how you reply tags.]

i dont know how [Secret] can see the man AND the violin + liz,the man + pearlyn,the violin. i would like a Demonstration.(: please, thankyou.
I have yet to receive that golden call from geraldine.
thankyou LS, i enjoyed being naughty. nice way of words,btw: "zoey and a time machine.."
to suetyi: i realised i completely took the word 'show' for 'documentary'. sorry. i should remember suet doesnt watch documentaries ;)
Harriet: :)

im in 3g1 and its full of bull and shit. i mean the people. (im sorry to say this but) im gonna be meeting next year a whole bunch of indians i would really rather not meet. not racist. just a classification for these people, who happen to fit it perfectly.
i want 3c3 but i guess thats not to be, even after my (failed) appeal. AH well. there goes two years with harriet.

_

so hey, im gonna type out a couple of lines from this book Dirk Gently's Holistic Detective Agency by Douglas Adams which i think are really, Really, funny. Please do carry on reading:

He paused and thought for a moment, and then said, "It seems odd, don't you think, that the quality of the food should vary inversely with the brightness of the lighting. Makes you wonder what culinary heights the kitchen staff could rise to if you confined them in perpetual darkness. Could be worth a try, I think. Got some good vaults in the college that could be turned over to the purpose. I think I showed you around them once, hmmm? Nice brickwork."

...

"Now, that I didn't know," said Reg. "Your past has murkier things in it than I dreamed possible. A quality, I might add, that it shares with this soup." He wiped his mouth with his napkin very carefully. "I must go and have a word with the kitchen staff one day. I would like to be sure that they are keeping the right bits and throwing the proper bits away. So a rock group, you say. Well, well, well. Good heavens."

...

"Which do you think is worse," inquired Reg, "the soup or the company?"
She gave a tiny, reluctant laugh and shrugged, still looking down.
"I think you're wise not to commit yourself at this stage," continued Reg. "Myself, I'm waiting to see the carrots before I make any judgements. They've been boiling them since the weekend, but I fear it may not be enough. The only thing that could possibly worse than the carrots is Watkin. He's the man with the silly glasses sitting between us. My name's Reg, by the way. Come over and kick me when you have a moment."
The girl giggled and glanced up at Watkin, who stiffened and made an appallingly unsuccessful attempt to smile good-naturedly.

...

"Fascinating," said Reg, "quite fascinating," and popped the carrot at last into his mouth. He turned and leaned forward to speak to his new girlfriend.
"Watkin loses," he pronounced. "The carrots have achieved a new all-time low. Sorry, Watkin, but awful as you are, the carrots, I'm afraid, are world-beaters."

don't know if you like kitchen jokes but i really think they're really funny and i fervently hope you do too.

ive got more funny paragraphs of this sort of humor but i think you'll settle for enough now and i'll post them next time with or without your request. be assured your requests if any will be taken to attention and will encourage this passion of posting absurd passages from loony books.

In Fairness To My Parents

2008-11-06T00:55:00.006+08:00

ACTually... my birthday wasnt so bad. (i guess i have a tendency of expecting the worst)
Because i was so crazy about being happy on my birthday, i used the tablet till like 5am chatting and got busted by my mum who woke for a pee. I woke up later in the morning and was told by my maid my mum wants me to mop the floor.
When i was done mopping my mum was suddenly at the gate with vegetables and she said "i know you did something bad this morning.. but i still ordered you a cake " nice huh? i could only bow and say thankyou
Not to mention, she didnt mention any of it to my dad!
And my dad didnt lecture me one bit about the kissing stuff!
And then we went out for dinner [ribs]..

And he was nice this morning too! he woke me up and said he allowed me to invite my friends over since it was my birthday yesterday. oh but he was like 'dont do any funny funny things' and i was like 'what funny things' which was kissing girls =__= i went 'EWWWWW' cus i thought about kissing amanda and how weird that was.
[on second thoughts, it isnt so weird actually...]
Anyway!the point is that he was nice!
_
I called them all in the morning and they (manda, ls, suet) came at like SIX PM. so they stayed for dinner.
But they couldnt eat much of the cake cus - linsha: still had dinner at home, manda: wants to vomit, and suetyi: (i cant remember why)
Manda puked in the end but not after i walked her half the way to the busstop and back to my house again so she could puke.
_
blah this is a thick post.
_
And thanks to everyone who wished me a happy birthday! (Bows) i was indeed happy!!(:

A tag reply to liz!: thank you i am honored! and you were Sitting on it (what else? ;))

..And why is no one tagging about the picasso painting T_T

2008-11-04T00:29:00.002+08:00

I'm up here at 1am on my birthday trying to make a last ditch effort at some freedom before my dad comes back tomorrow afternoon.
Ha, the irony.Its as if im gonna go through hell tomorrow. And its gonna be my birthday.
Ahhhh this year's birthday's gonna suck. No IJ people, no nice thingy to look forward to for and worst, no harriet. Urhhhh.
_

Here. Part One of Linsha's horrendously long quiz:

50 questions here i go -

Can you fill this out without lying?
certainly.

What's the last thing you put in your mouth?
the white one [its a chocolate]

Last person you rode in a car with under the age of 20?
luther

How often do you eat fast food?
sometimes

Can you play guitar hero?
no actually

Last time you walked further than a block?
2nd november sunday

When was the last time you saw number 3 on your top friends?
no idea who's number 3.

How late did you stay up last night and why?
2am trying to sleep.

Ever been kissed under fireworks?
that'll be nice
[how about under the teacher's table :) lol]

Which of your friends lives closest to you?
jacq and linsha

What are you plans for the night?
uh, sleeping

Do you believe ex's can be friends?
true ones cant. if you were friends from the start, probably, yeah

Do you prefer to call or text?
i cant even do both now [tomorrow actually, when my dad's back]

How do you feel about Diet Dr Pepper?
diet everything sucks
[i learnt something. a can of diet pepsi floats in water while normal pepsi sinks!]

When was the last time you cried really hard?
21 october tuesday? if thats the day my mum told her mum

Where is your biological father right now?
somewhere uh guangzhou? i dont really know

Where are you at right now?
lost. fairly disorientated

Who is all there?
harriet of my imagination :D

Do you have unlimited texting?
if i had it i couldnt use it.

What was the last thing someone bought for you?
my mum? socks. 2 for ten.

When is your birthday?
today. sigh.

Who was the last person you took a picture of?
it was geraldine and harriet together.

Was yesterday better than today?
no.not quite in terms of emotion, but yes in terms of events.

Do you have any nicknames?
do i?

Can you live a day without TV?
sure

What are you listening to?
harriet of my imagination -snicker-

Are you mad about anything?
hahahahahaah of course!

Last time you spent the night at someone's house?
urh.urh.
last year in paris.

Have you made any new friends recently?
i dreamt that i... yes, made a new friend.
my life must be really boring huh

When was the last time you were extremely disappointed?
i get what i want, i deal with what i cant have.

Where were you Monday night?
this Is monday night. [or tuesday morning ]

Have you kissed anyone with a name starting with T?
how about someone ending with T? then i certainly have.

Is anything bothering you right now?
i dont know.

Are you a bad influence?
perhaps. If so, very much, yes

Night out or night in?
uh. night up?(:

Are you more of an individual or an outgoing person?
whats the difference?uh, the former i should think

What items could you not go without during the day?
um.toothbrush?

Who was the last person you visited in the hospital?
was that years ago? grandma.

What does the last text message in your inbox say?
haha i wish i knew

How do you feel about your life right now?
awesome. just amazing.
[which is in stark contrast of my life these days to come]

Who have you all texted today?
oh, shut up

Explain why you last threw up?
i did that in my dream, which i actually didnt because i couldnt and um..
i didnt. to answer, i last threw up years ago swallowing a wave of pool water

How many times have you been pulled over by the police?
i dont drive.

Do you hate anyone?
i cant remember.

What kind of phone & service do you have?
ohh shut up.
samsung, starhub

Who is your favorite artist/band?
no favorites, i usually like singles

What do you usually order at McDonald's?
mcchicken
but i'll laugh if i see a hot fudge sundae. that day was funny, choking on the fudge

Last thing you and your ex boyfriend/girlfriend talked about?
bless me that i havent got an ex!

Have you ever thought about getting your lip pierced?
not really.
[i want the belly button sort but harriet doesnt like it ]

Cubism

2008-11-03T12:55:00.004+08:00

This is Picasso's Man with Violin.

But you can't even tell where's the man, let alone the violin.

What do you think?

i dreamt that McCain won -_-

Salvador Dali's works are interesting

p.s he did the persistance of memory painting

i like his, um
Dream Caused by the Flight of a Bee around a Pomegranate a Second Before Awakening

yeah (: click the link.

2008-10-31T22:49:00.003+08:00

FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK CRYYYYYYYYYYYY
CHALET CHALET DAMN DAMN DAMN
ALL YOU PEOPLE AT THE CHALET
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
sigh.ah well.
i didnt even know my birthday's in 4 days till my bro told me
no wonder im not at all counting down to it. Im Grounded Like **** **** ****
sigh.
_

i dreamt about Elizabeth. yeah. what the heck, you say.
very weird.i think she was sitting on my sofa.
...
then i had this other dream last night about school.
i was vomiting in a cubicle (or Not vomiting cus it was more like trying to) when the cubicle expanded ( no kidding ) and Christy walked in and patted my back.

-_=

sigh.i want school.the after exam school i mean.
and i want harriet too.
BLAH THIS SUCKS @&(&^$$&^$#$&^#@%

Tina Fey as Sarah Palin on SNL

2008-10-07T13:08:00.001+08:00

2008-10-06T11:53:00.002+08:00

I had this weird dream. I was reading the papers and this article announced that Elizabeth and Tessa Ying were gonna get married on the Singapore Flyer.

Toxoplasma gondii

2008-09-17T17:28:00.004+08:00

Toxoplasma is a parasite which alters the mind(behaviour) of its host.

From some site:

A recent study has indicated toxoplasmosis is also correlated strongly with an increase in boy births in humans, leading to an alteration of the human sex ratio.

Other possible behavior modifications are suggested by a study suggesting that people not infected with the parasite found women with toxoplasma more attractive than women who don't have toxoplasma.

"Interestingly, the effect of infection is different between men and women,'' Dr Boulter writes in the latest issue of Australasian Science magazine.

"Infected men have lower IQs, achieve a lower level of education and have shorter attention spans. They are also more likely to break rules and take risks, be more independent, more anti-social, suspicious, jealous and morose, and are deemed less attractive to women.

"On the other hand, infected women tend to be more outgoing, friendly, more promiscuous, and are considered more attractive to men compared with non-infected controls.
_

Another article on toxoplasma:

Mind Control by Parasites
-By Bill Christensen

And another:

Study: Cat Parasite Affects Human Culture
http://www.livescience.com/strangenews/060803_tgondii_culture.html

excerpt:

{ Studies by researchers in the Czech Republic have suggested T. gondii might have subtle but long-term effects on its human hosts. The parasite is thought to have different, and often opposite effects in men versus women, but both genders appear to develop a form of neuroticism called "guilt proneness."
Other studies have also found links between the parasite and schizophrenia T. gondii infection is known to damage astrocytes, support cells in the brain that are also affected during schizophrenia. Pregnant women with high levels of antibodies to the parasite are also more likely to give birth to children who will develop the disorder. }

2008-09-14T18:56:00.004+08:00

'We’ll die another day! '
- an article regarding the large hadron collider and why the world isnt going to end.

=excerpt=

{The what?

The Large Hadron Collider. Just one of a brilliant new set of jargon which most of us spent the middle part of the week bandying around as if we had any idea what it meant.

Other great examples include the Higgs Boson particle, quark-gluon plasma, and any combination of protons, neutrons and electrons.

So offices around the country were awash the sentences like: “What CERN are doing, see, is stripping all the electrons off particles so they’ve got naked protons. Then they’re super-cooling them and whacking them through the LHC at light speed, so they’ll all smash into each other, and, hopefully, then they can understand dark matter, the God particle and maybe even the quark-gluon plasma that was around at the dawn of time. It’s obvious, innit.” }

oh yay!

2008-08-31T14:34:00.002+08:00

I'm posting. Not Zoey. Harriet's posting. On Zoey's blog. Why? Some people may ask. Well, Because she asked me to -points to tagboard- And why do I bother posting? I don't know. Shall I note that Zoey has done Very well in her Common tests? :D Haha, isn't that great?
Hmm, she's now sitting beside me. yes, right beside me. On my left. On my right is Suet Yi the Genius. (haha! Wow! Suet! I finally admitted I think you're a genius! And its not even on my blog!) HAHA, okayokay. So more on Zoey. On HER left is PEARLYN(: yes, my old partner. They switched you see. So I wouldn't talk to Pearlyn. but I think Zoey can't stand sitting next to me. Too bad Zoey :D
THAT'S ALL.
:D (Its a long post Zoey)

2008-08-30T22:39:00.002+08:00

this is awesome shitttttttttttttttt.

2008-08-12T19:30:00.002+08:00

You Are a Fist

Your life philosophy can be summed up as, "Life fast. Die young."

Your greatest wish is to have a life of passion and excitement.

And while you don't want to die young, you rather take risks than stay home and be afraid.

You are inspired and inspiring. You live each day like it's your last.

What Hand Gesture Are You?

You're Not Sarcastic At all

Sarcasm isn't for you, and you really don't appreciate it when people get their snark on.

You still have a great sense of humor. You just prefer a silly joke to a sarcastic one.

You sometimes have trouble knowing when people are mocking you. But you do know you don't like it!

How Sarcastic Are You?

2008-07-11T10:32:00.002+08:00

Zoey's on curfew. Apparently, she can't use her tablet, or her phone and her handphone has gone missing. HAHA, well, she did say that I could help to keep up her blog, she'll probably read this on, monday. haha, okay, so I wonder what she's doing now, probably sleeping. Which is normal. And quite nice, (that sentence made no sense whatsoever)

I THINK she likes her new blogskin. (if she doesn't, I'll kill her) so yes, she does. :D

that's all, not that I really wanted to post her or anything. I do kinda remember me saying that I would, so, I did.

the end.

2008-07-09T16:56:00.002+08:00

"Scotty Doesn't Know"

Hey!!!!!!

Scotty doesn't know,
That Fionna and me,
Do it in my van every Sunday.

She tells him shes in church,
But she doesn't go,
Still shes on her knees, and...

Scotty doesn't know, oh.
Scotty doesn't know-oh.
So don't tell Scotty!
Scotty doesn't know,
Scotty doesn't know.
SO DON'T TELL SCOTTY!

Fionna says shes out shopping,
But shes under me and I'm not stopping.

Cuz Scotty doesn't know,
Scotty doesn't know,
Scotty doesn't know,
Scotty doesn't know.
So don't tell Scotty.
Scotty doesn't knoooooow....
DON'T TELL SCOTTY!

I can't believe he's so trusting,
While I'm right behind you thrusting.

Fionna's got him on the phone,
and she's trying not to moan.
It's a three way call,
and he knows nothing.
NOTHING!!!

Scotty doesn't know,
Scotty doesn't know,
Scotty doesn't know,
Don't tell Scotty.
Cuz Scotty doesn't know,
Scotty doesn't knoooooow....
SO DON'T TELL SCOTTY!

We'll put on a show, everyone will go.
Scotty doesn't know,
Scotty doesn't know,
Scotty doesn't knoooooow....

The, parking lot, why not?
It's so cool when you're on top.
His front lawn, in the snow.
Laughing so hard, cuz...

Scotty doesn't know,
Scotty doesn't know.

I did her on his birthday.

Scotty doesn't know,
Scotty doesn't know,
Scotty doesn't know,
Scotty doesn't know,
Don't tell Scotty.
Scotty doesn't knoooooow....

Scotty will know,
Scotty has to know,
Scotty's gotta know,
Gonna tell Scotty,
Gonna tell him myself.

Scotty has to know,
Scotty has to know,
Scotty has to,
Scotty has to,
Scotty has to go!

Scotty doesn't know,
(Don't tell Scotty)
Scotty doesn't know,
(Don't tell Scotty)
Scotty doesn't know...
Scotty's gotta go!

i so love this song.

2008-07-08T21:26:00.002+08:00

Why is self-pity so satisfying

comforting grip of dark tendrils

2008-07-02T17:27:00.007+08:00

Pearlyn's 2012 craze led me on a researching spree.
And it has nothing to do with 2012.

BUT ITS SUPER COOL

On the subject of solar storms [solarstorms.org], radiation came up.

"If you are worried about your radiation risks, you should probably stop eating bananas (rich in radioactive potassium isotopes). "

Heheh Andro:D

"So, depending on where you live you can expect to receive 300 millirems of radiation per year. Taking this over your entire body for a full year is unavoidable, and by definition 'safe'. We have been doing this for thousands of years. The only ill-effects are the typical, annual cancer rates we have to endure as a species because of the unavoidable genetic damage that is done."

So is cancer to do with radiation?

OHOH AND THEN ON
http://livescience.com/health/070602_sleep_oddities.html

" If you think it’s impossible to have sex while you sleep, think again, according to a new study.

There are at least 11 different sex-related sleep disorders, collectively referred to as “sexsomnia” or “sleepsex,” that affect people who are otherwise psychologically healthy—causing them to unknowingly engage in various sexual activities during the night.

Carlos Schenck, a psychiatrist at the Minnesota Regional Sleep Disorders Center, and his colleagues have studied a number of behavioral disorders associated with sleep.

“Any basic instinct can come out in the context of sleep,” Schenck told LiveScience. “All sorts of things can happen.” "

" Among other things, they found that people—mostly men—sometimes masturbate, initiate sex with a partner and reach orgasm during sleep. They usually have no memory of these activities when they wake up, learning about them only if a partner or roommate tells them. Some of these activities can also have legal consequences, such as if someone initiates sex without a bed partner’s consent, noted Schenck.

People are at-risk for developing sex-related sleep disorders when they also tend to suffer from other sleep disorders—such as sleepwalking or sleep terrors, according to Schenck. “Sexsomnia doesn’t come out of nowhere,” he said. But “for whatever reason, sexual behaviors become part of the repertoire.” "

So, dont sleep next to someone whom you shouldnt be sleeping with:D

And i found out our prehistoric ancestors were promiscuous and cannot commit.

And that females have a weaker sex drive than men is a cultural misconception.

Oh and this research article on gays [the men]:

"I think this is an example where the results of scientific research can have important social implications," Camperio-Ciani said. "You have all this antagonism against homosexuality because they say it's against nature because it doesn't lead to reproduction. We found out this is not true because homosexuality is just one of the consequences of strategies for making females more fecund."

Get it? Never mind read this ->
http://www.livescience.com/health/080617-hereditary-homosexuality.html

Its got to do with how homosexuality isnt totally to do with environment, its to do with genes too.

Can i mention a fact that could go against the statement "Homosexuality is against nature"? Are Dolphins unnatural? Because there are many many Homosexual Dolphins yknow, just go wiki Dolphins(:

This guy's comment:

But if it's a choice to be gay, it must be possible for a straight to chose to be gay. Yet they'll never take to it. Perhaps it isn't so much a choice as a way of life? A way of life that exists in lots of mammals. How wrong can it be if it's everyhwer ein nature? Are all these animals choosing it too? Wouldn't that prove self awareness? Well, goodbye hunting season then.

If gays exist, god must want them, sicne he made them. Sudie show it's either a programming or wiring error. and god's the programmer/engineer. So, either god made a mistake, or god wants homosexuals. So, who are people to tell him it's wrong and unnatural because they don't reporduce like heteros?

Sorry, this post is gonna be long. [I didnt post for a month so please:D]

FLIP FLOPS.Who like wearing them?
Heheh read this. Flip flops Are bad.And it makes sense.

http://www.livescience.com/health/080624-bad-flip-flops.html

2008-06-24T20:31:00.001+08:00

Quiz, sorry -_________-

LAYER 1: THE OUTSIDE
Name: shhhhhhhhhhhhhh... okay please dont tell me you dont know -_-
D.O.B.: shhhhhhhhhh
Current status: Eh?
Eye-colour: normal ol BrownXP
Hair-colour: Its black? I hope.I like black black hair.
Right or left: LEFT, cus im so so wrongXD

LAYER 2: THE INSIDE
My Heritage: Uh. IJ!!XD
Fears: dying?pain?dark?homework deadlines?
My Weaknesses: HARRIET (ROFLROFLROFL)
My perfect pizza: THIN THIN CRUST WITH lots of pepperoni and cheese and meat and green pepper and cheese and more meatXD (omh this question rocks)

LAYER 3: YESTERDAY, TODAY, TOMORROW...
My Thoughts First Waking Up: What time is it?
My Bedtime: Never earlier than eleven
My Most Missed Memory: IJ IJ IJ IJ IJ

LAYER 4: MY PICK
Pepsi or Coke: Sprite.
McDonald’s or Burger King: Both.Yum
Single or Group Dates: What?
Adidas or Nike: Uhmmm.
Tea or Nestea: Teh Tarik!!!
Chocolate or Vanilla: Vanilla!
Cappuccino or Coffee: I know i'll sound so stupid but whats the difference?0.o

LAYER 5: DO YOU...
Smoke: Yuck.But it seems so cool when kazuya minekura draws it huh?
Curse: HELL YEAH
Take Showers: -________________- ..yes
Have a Crush: Had
Think You’ve Been In Love: Im not sure.
Go To School: Uhhuh
Want To Get Married: Probably.Or i'll live with the person thats nice too(:
Believe In Yourself: Believe in what? 0.o That im stupid?
Think You're A Health Freak: Maybe just a little.Am i?

LAYER 6: IN THE PAST, HAVE YOU...
Drunk Alcohol:Yeah, but i dont like the taste.So i'll never get drunk T_T
Gone To The Mall: yeah
Been Onstage: yeah
Eaten Sushi: yeah
Dyed Your Hair: no. but black's the nicest yeah:D

LAYER 7: HAVE YOU EVER…
Played A Stripping Game: Yuck.no one would wanna see me strip:P
Changed Who You Were To Fit In: 0.o not really.but i change anyway, but not to fit in

LAYER 8: AGE YOU’RE HOPING…
To Get Married: 25(: YOUNG I KNOW BUT STILL

LAYER 9: IN A GUY, WHAT ARE YOUR PREFERENCES?
Best Eye Colour: Black or i dont know green purple
Best Hair Colour: BLACK or whatever suits the style..
Short Hair or Long Hair: Whatever suits hey why's it asking specifically 'A GUY'?

LAYER 10: WHAT WERE YOU DOING...
A Minute Ago: This? MSN?
An Hour Ago: MSN?
4.5 Hours Ago: Literature project
A Month Ago: May 24? beats me
A Year Ago: 0_0 probably emoing heheh

LAYER 11: FINISH THE SENTENCES…
I love: .......-cough-
I feel: stupid
I hate: softball training even though i didnt go:D
I hide: MY OH SO LUSTFUL DESIRES...nah.what do i hide?
I miss: ~you already!HAHAHAHAH
I need: to pee now (OKAY I DONT!But it was the first thing that came to mind HEEHEE)

LAYER 12: TAG PEOPLE
AMANDA LINSHA CAITLIN UH, YEAH THATS IT.

AND POOR POOR BEN.(lol)

2008-06-20T21:46:00.004+08:00

Few days left to school (homework to hand in) but i know people who have been playing games.

Jacq with her cooking academy and sushi go round..

Manda with all her weird shit games like breeding rabbits.

Me and my...

UNTANGLE. hahahaaha

Its interconnected dots and you move the dots around to separate the lines.

No i havent been playing it for long.Until i got stuck at the 2nd last tangle.

Its real easy, but the 2nd last Really got me stuck.

Manda's got her brain fried by rabbits so she gave up untangle real soon..

But anyone else smart, go try this strategy game(:

http://www.addictinggames.com/untangle.html

SEE THE SMILEY FACE?

SEE HOW TEDIOUS IT WAS?

-fried-

Im at the last one now.

Doesnt look any better.

2008-06-04T23:34:00.001+08:00

The impossible quiz is ruining me.But guess what, IM AT QUESTION 91 HAHAHA BEAT THAT. If you're bored, go get addicted too cus http://www.addictinggames.com/theimpossiblequiz.html ohoh im so evil (dream on)

Quizzes strike again and now ive so many to do gah Gah GAH GAHHHHH

From the gorgeous-genius-who-else?-cait

Q1: Do you like your current school?
UHHHHHH

IJ was best.Where the clique is is always best yeah

Q2: What do you want the most now?
Transfer out of softball to badminton.

[BUT IM NOT GOING FOR SOFTBALL TOMORROW OH JOY]

Q3: Who is the closest person to you in your school?
Christy.But then again, im thinking maybe someone else ah I DONT KNOW, ME,IM MY CLOSEST PERSON oh that sounds pathetic XP heehee

Q4: Do you hate your friends sometimes?
Nope.Annoyed and wanna end them in hospital on life support but no X)

Q5: Are you afraid of death?
Shit yes YES im so afraid it drives me nuts to think about it

but on the other hand, its fun to think what i would do before i die:D ooh heard it before anyone?

[i'll go on a robbing and killing spree then enjoy for a day and when the police comes to arrest me i suicide whoo hoo]

Q6: Do you think having a relationship is a burden?
The only burden would be the time you gotta waste, but if you're in one you wouldnt think that its waste yeah

Q7: Do you believe in love at first sight?

It happens to Magical persons at Magical time in Magical places!!(:

In books? Hahaha

Q8: Do you believe in eternity love?
Yeah.With maintaince and stuffs

Q9: Have you ever broken someone's heart that he/she wants to commit suicide?
Woah that'll be cool.though tragic, but it'll be cool

[Cus who would?O.o]

Q10: What do you enjoy doing the most?
Usual.Reading.Chatting.Badminton.Escaping softball training and

Uhhhhhh, HEEHEE(:

Q11: Have you ever done anything for your admirer?
What admirer?

Q12: What feeling do you hate most?
Embarrassed? And screwing up

Q13: Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
Hell yeah ESPECIALLY YOU CAIT AND JACQ AND TONS PEOPLE BLAHBLAH BLAH

Q14. Who would you probably spend the rest of your life with?
Oooh id like to know

Q15: What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
My peoples and uh FOOD and happy happy stuffs the very HAPPY happy stuffs do you want me to name all the happy stuffs? -evil smile-

Q16: Do you find life meaningless?
Stupid.Its not.Stupid.If it is then im stupid cus i wouldve used my brilliant smartness -Yes! im not stupid!- to happy the things up

Q17: Who do you love most?
Dont know.I wish its you (huh why?) but i dont know

Dumb right -_-
BUT im dumb!, not stupid HEEHEE <-omg i think its genius

Q18: Who do you talk most to in school?
Uhh i talk? uhhh me and christy?

(HAHHAA YES ME, AT LEAST I THINK SO(: )

Oh yeah i talk to myself cus no one would listen to my crap boohoo but its sadly true
My head Is filled with boring rubbishhhhh

Q19: What are you listening to now?
My thoughts?Or the fan?Or the news?

Instructions: remove 1 question from above, and add in your personal question, then tag 6 people in your list, list them out in the end of this post. Notify them in their chatbox that he/she has been tagged. Whoever does the tag will have a blessing from all(:

I DO NOT UNDERSTAND THAT RULE. I SHALL IGNORE IT- i said <-cait said.i think itd be smart to follow her yeah! follow her kay?

1) This is stuoid
2) I dont wanna fill
3) BLHABLAH

4) EGGS HAM CHOCOLATES CURRYYYYYY
5) EVERYONE GO HUG THE FRIDGE NOW!

6) [NO IM NOT HUNGRY]

Oh hey guys if you dont like seafood much, like me, or dont like beaches, like me, then dont go to bintan cus the shit there's hell expensive cus its all imported and so there's nothing to buy and the shit food's ex tooooo so if you Love beaches and seafood then whatever, go then. I wasted five day there and the best thing was disney channel. Swimming pools ruin your hair, i believe, and i spent an entire afternoon in one one day and didnt wanna go again; they make you dont wanna come out of the water.

I MISS PHINEAS AND FERB ALREADY [ and i only watched one episode hoho(; ]

2008-05-30T17:47:00.006+08:00

Hey There Delilah.
(the altered lyrics mean no offence)

v.1

Hey there deliah whats it like in new york city
Imma thousand miles away but i can see that bag so pretty
Yeah its true
Im not as rich as compared to you
Boo hoohoo hooooooooooooooo

v.2

Hey there deliah please get me that Louis Vuitton
I know you'll do it in a heartbeat cus i know its with me you're smitten
Just close your eyes
And sign the bill yeah
Im quite sure you wont mind

Chorus

Oh~ what you'll get for me,
Oh~ get that bag for me,
Oh~ please buy that bag for me,
Oh~ yeah cus you know you love me-

-NOOOO ZOEY DOESNT WANT A BAG
DONT LET THE SONG FOOL YOU
ITS JUST SUETYI BRAIN WAVES FEEDING INTO ZOEY'S
NO WAIT, ITS JUST ALL THE TAGGERS' TAGS ON MY TAGBOARD
YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE
YEAH, TALK BAGS ON ZOEYLOH'S TAGBOARD
Very funny.
You know who Zoeyloh is
And bags cant be her thing,

..So suet go sing that song to Cait(:
Since she said she'd get me the bag if delilah wont
So im sure she'd get the G1 it too
Only thing is she havent one
And she wants it(;

ZOEY THE ANTI BAG WISHES FOR TONS OF BAGS FOR ALL HER BAG CRAZED FRIENDS
yeah you gotta love me for that!

2008-05-24T12:00:00.005+08:00

My tablet's confiscated people, no idea where it is.
Using the laptop heehee

12.02pm, saturday. Ask me why im not in school, ask me!

Im so bad.I pon softball
But hell, its awesome.

Had a nightmare.
A softball coach, and a discipline mistress.
Whattheheck? Who dreams of Yvonne ong?
But nightmare, yes, makes sense

Downloaded icytower in lappy.Trying to unlock brown now
Oh did i mention? It took me a saturday's night worth of training
AND THAT NIGHT I DID AN EXTREME MAN
Whoohoooo yes i bet you never did harriet, nor you suet:D
Ah well but she's a floor-er, im the combo-er,
Though i did finally touch pink.
But i need more practice! Harriet's improving everytime!
She touched bone T_T
GAN-BATTE!!!!

Two amazings in a row
But snowys and brownies are good for those stuffs

Yesterday
Last day of school didnt feel quite like last day of school, should have been happier
Huh.Give us a mass run why dont you dammit
And make us cleanup classroom

Macs after the few pathetic hours of school
Before that was a saga of dumping i still cant get
Shared a bigbreakfast with christy that was hell expensive, coulde bought two mcchickens with that money
Not to mention. the bigbreakfast was freakin small
SMALL, I TELL YA

AWW SHUCKS.JUST LET ME TOUCH BLUE AND FREAKING UNLOCK THE BROWN

Mr Tham's catching me and my untucked shirt all over school these days
Why's he everywhere?
During crezmun break time he saw the hastily tucked in front,
Suspicious eh? So he turned to look the back, untucked
"So i should be half-proud of her right?"
YES.ITS RARELY EVER TUCKED, FRONT OR BACK

Crezmun was nice, fun, colddd
Mr Tham went out and came back wearing jacket
Damn those with jackets, i wanted one too
Suetyi's neither warm nor cold, yikes man. But no fun
Had mandy in my ear reminding me not to sleep,
The back row's great for other-people's-screen-viewing
-Pearlyn at her blog
-Zoey Lee playing icytower
(Them at front says she jumps one by one)

199 to blue wth -_-

Ruiqi is super cool
When she was attacking India's resolution
Oh man
"Bad grammer aside, this resolution is vague"
I swear everyone was applauding when she ended
Poor India

Teabreak time, i ate
Three packets of chips, few biscuits, bottle of water, one yucky cloud 9 wafer
Christy says its alot.Hoho.

Okay.Just unlocked brown. Phew.

Hello! :D Guess who's here! ;D Miss Loh complained the ending of her post was lousy. So here I am! :D ~~trying~~ to make it better. haha, :D
She unlocked blue or brown! Haha, she's hardly ever reached Pink. HHAAH,
I'm the one who can unlock blue okay. :D

HAHAH, (sorry Miss Loh) Well, What else to say! And, Please note, Don't damn me because I had a jacket. Because, the jacket DID NOT work. Sigh.
Froze in CrezMUN and,
OF COURSE MY ANGEL IS GOOD. Sigh. haha,
(Ruiqi will never read this anyway)
SO, ILYRUIQI! hahah! :D
Bet Miss Loh loves her too.

Okay, that's all. (this is sounding like MY post) Okay,
THAT'S ALL FOR MISS LOH'S POST.

THE END.

2008-05-19T21:09:00.002+08:00

Did i mention i missed out two pictures?

Sorry people! Tormenting you with two more!

Heh.

And here's something i drew some time ago:

What is it? What is it??!

Its mad vegetables.

A carrot; a tomato.

And i leave the rest to your imagination.

2008-05-18T15:21:00.007+08:00

IVE GOT A PIGLET~

A CUTE CUTE PIGLETTTT

Have i told anyone before?

Since like 6 ive always wanted a toy piglet

And ive got it finally after, um,

Omg 8 years

PIGLET LOVES MY TABLET!!

YEAH, UNLIKE YOU ANDRO!

-snigger-

WHO ELSE LOVES MY TABLET~?

YEAH I KNOW YOU DO AMANDA, AND LINSHA TOO

AND HARRIET, YOU GUYS LOVE MOLESTING MY TABLET YEAHHH

OH MY HELL

PIGLET IS SO CUTE

X)))))))))))

THANKYOU WONDERFUL PERSON WHO FUFILLED MY DREAM

(dream of owning a toy piglet)

IM RIGHT, IF YOU WISH HARD ENOUGH FOR SOMETHING, THE OPPORTUNITY TO GET IT WILL PRESENT ITSELF TO YOU

AND THEN ALL YOU NEED TO DO IS GRAB THE OPPORTUNITY(:

SEE? I GOT PIGLET AFTER WAITING FOR EIGHT YEARS!!!

I WISHED FOR C1 HARD ENOUGH, THAT'S PROOF

HELLO! I'M HERE AGAIN! HAHA, WHILE SHE'S POSTING TOO! :D

PIGLET!!!!

I LIKE THIS PICTURE ALOT

CUS I THINK PIGLET LOOKS DAMN SHUANG

AND PLUS ITS ALOT OF BLACK

yup its my comfy velvety black sofa^^

AND PIGLET FELL DOWN

YOU CAN SEE MY DP'S PIGLET

-GRINS- PIGLET'S CUTE LITTLE BUTT

2008-05-17T23:34:00.003+08:00

This week uhh

...

uhh.

...

Oh a freaky elmo came to school
Scary laughter
Apparently a bday present for phoebe

Man with that money i would have rather it all spent on mangas

Got red braces which supposedly looks pink, yuck
Id like the red to be blood red:D

27 pull ups but i crapped 2.4

I like the class hoodie. You like it too right Linsha?^^

Practiced like hell and now i can actually play with the spacebar
Getting wows in icytower
(nah id lose it tomorrow)

Its so darn cool. Harriet's gotta be called Xinyi in front of my mum,
and im Amanda to her's

Softball's blahh sigh. i wish i had chosen badminton
BADMINTON IS MY LIFEEEE

no its not.

Im boring you huh?

Yeah.im boring myself even.

---------------

Shall i mention?

OMHHHHH JAMIE ROCKS OMH I LOOOOOOVE HER OMGG
She's Bi ^^

WHEEEEEEEE!!!
We ended up the same i see(:

AHHHHHHHHHHHHH JAMIE YOU SO ROCKKK
HAHAHA((((((((:

--------------

Okay im still boring you

Oh godddd if ive nothing to say then i might as well not post right
-______-

...WTF MAN GO TO HELL ZO

Im boring myself wthhh, where got such thing one

Why am i so messed up today mannnn

Folks, i played RUNESCAPE for hours today okay.

OH, SCREW UP, im screwed

Stupid.There's some stupid bug in the stupid white sofa and its biting me all over
My god i can see them gross tiny bite marks..

..im the only one bitten T_T

Oh yeahh i smell too sweet huh

OHMYGOD DONT FUCKING BITE ME

Shit you bugs i'll killll you if i can actually FIND you.Stupid invisible bug.

ARRRGHHHHHHH

[dont listen to the previous post.i didnt do well.that girl herself got an 81 FOR SCIENCE man ]

Damn.This post sucks.
(then why am i posting it?!!)
(stupid zoey)

HELLO!(;

2008-05-16T22:27:00.002+08:00

HELLO, I'm obviously not Zoey. (Of course)
And I think its damn obvious who the hell I am.
So I shan't introduce(:

THIS IS WHAT HAS BEEN GOING ON IN MISS LOH'S LIFE:

GOING TO SCHOOL.
STAYING IN SCHOOL.
WAITING FOR THE BELL TO RING.
THEN GOING HOME WITH CHRISTY.

(that's her day)

Pretty Awesome huh.

HAHA.

Oh and, HER RESULTS ARE AMAZING.

(That's all for now folks!)
I'll be back soon. :D

yours sincerely,
Person who is obviously not Zoey.

2008-05-11T13:41:00.003+08:00

hey all

thursday night was a nightmare

, thanks

\

yeah my cover was blown fuck. my parents found out i wasnt straight

cus i got my tablet taken away by my dad, and, yeah, i was fighting for it cus there was stuff he really really shouldnt see stuff that not even 3you guys should see -cough- and so -COUGH- there you go.they found out.

my biggest screw-up yeah. i was never gonna tell, and wtf i had everything under control

anyway my mum went into shock

and my dad was completely alright with it. heehee

i shant say anything about what my mum said cus i want to completely erase the memory,
but my dad's talk was fine(: he was like "i rather you start with a girl than a boy" cus yknow, all the pregnancy shit haha.
majorly the talk was the usual studies crap -_-
and alot of embarrassing subtle comments -cough-
[yeah?did i mention? they found out who i uh, liked
my mum's first guess hit bulls eye -_- dont think my dad knows the name though, double-_-]
fishhhh , lets ignore that
anyway my dad had the same comment as everyone else, lol
as in, why do you like her? HAHAHA
hey dont ask me i dont know! :P
and blah blah blah,
i remember he kept implying dont restrict your choices or something
and dont chat too much (cus he read the convos and said they were crap LOL I GOTTA AGREE XP) and dont be like wasting my time and go do more meaningful things and stuff

my parents did talk about it (with each other) i GUESS
how do i know?cus my mum called up friday afternoon saying that
my dad said it seems im more open to him than her
and how she's hurt BLAH
btw thats all she said.then she went all emo and pms-ing about her life and how she hates her job

\

life's still normal yeah ;)
but i hate it when my mum mentions anything bout it yeah

-friday in school-

BUTT CRAMPS X(
yeah.sex ed in the hall for three fucking hours -_-
(or was it four?)

2008-05-08T20:16:00.003+08:00

today was awesome
EXCEPT THAT, URGGGGGG
i dont know if its something i ate, i dont know.
was it the latte pineapple fried rice combination, or the liz's peach aloe vera
I DONT KNOWWWWWW, BUT I FELT SICK SOON AFTER I DRANK THE WONDERFUL STUFF
its not fair, the peach aloe vera was damn nice
i had to throw away that bottle T_T
sick through free period T_T
(but at least cus of it i couldnt go for softball :P)
sick through the afternoon -_-
harriet was like telling me go vomit, you'll feel better
even had to be dragged to the toilet (cus i got like this vomiting phobia)
when i finally had the courage, nothing came out -_-
not fairrrrrrr
the only thing that helped couldnt last long ))))))):
bah, huh.annoying
anyway things that took my mind off the feeling did some good
like the tablet^^ (so yeah like right now i feel fine^^)
i was like telling my mum, yeah i feel like vomiting (so cant really eat)
she was like, then you're getting even thinner
NOOOOO
if im getting thinner, then :OOOOOOOOO
MAN ALL MY SKIRTS ARE LIKE LOOSENING WTF
argh i dont wanna be thinner!!
yuck! skin and bones is yuck!
i love my food thankyouverymuch and neither do i control my eating habits
no softball during exam period, no badminton when dad's outta town so I HAVENT BEEN EXERCISING
SO I OUGHT TO BE LIKE, PUTTING ON WEIGHT RIGHT
BUT NOOOOOOOO, IT DOESNT SEEM SOOOOOO
URGH WHY THE HELL IS THIS HAPPENING TO MEEE (CLUTCHING HAIR)
ive felt nauseous the whole day its ENOUGH
BLAH YEAH GO AFFECT MY DINNER TOO
i had to make myself eat.
the rice and raw salmon and broccoli were too inviting, mmhmm
but i ATE SO LITTLE cus i had to give up halfway T_T
(fume)
STUPID VOMITING FEELING

godddddd.

2008-04-29T01:40:00.005+08:00

im crazy man. its one am.
OOH!THAT RHYMED!!!OOOH!
told you i was crazy.
up studying science.
now is more like trying to find something to study, knowing i would find something to study cus im not some genius professor who knows everything (all answers provided were all first carefully researched off wiki), but choosing to think im so knowledgeable that there's nothing left, so i wont feel guilty cus im blog surfing.

er, did that sentence confuse much? dont worry, it confused me too.

today was good cus no PE
and slacky english
and slacky math
and slacky cs
and slacky extra history.

right, it wasnt really.

PE was dedicated to trying to learn science but giving up.
english was dedicated to- sleeping then icy tower [me] / icytower then sleeping [harriet].
math was dedicated to uh, trying to escape ms loo cus i didnt do math.
but it was very trilling and i didnt get caught and that was very self fulfilling.
and cs was dedicated to escaping ms jean too cus i didnt do cs.
not trilling the least bit though trying to chop the tree with my stick figure using flash was..shit.
and extra history needed no brains and was all copy copy type type, trying not to sleep.
planned to go home with suet but changed plans cus they were walking in the sun.

pearlyn is geniusly hilarious.
we both signed up for the australian science competition and completely forgot we did.
and so we had to sign to show we acknowledged we wouldnt be refunded.
i got a pen from pam (AHHH!THAT RHYMES TOO), and
pearlyn snatched it away shouting "ladies first!"
i infer pearlyn's subconscious thinks im a guy T_T

(lalala im not gonna talk about the poking except that i think suet's hard and that no tessay shall not be allowed to see, cus its crazy)

(6:15 PM) And sing me that: Look at what we're saying about you
(6:15 PM) Soudeska: what?
(6:15 PM) And sing me that:
Je t'adore says:
at times like this, she's awesome
And sing me that lullaby, says:
(: She's awesome most times, just always take it for granted. Haha
YEAH I TOTALLY GET THAT. WHAT TIMES, I WOULD LIKE TO ASK

a story i found on LS's friend's blog was fantastic.the: 「叶子的离开，是因为风的强求，还是树的不挽留。」 one.
if i posted it, would anybody read?): hmm.

pearlyn im calling you pearl if i can get used to it and calling you pear on tag replies
(how bout say -cough- shorten the word harriet to carrot too?)
yeah i know im gonna get my head smacked for that.

lies by big bang is so good i had to send it to christy

finally,

WHHHEEEEEEEE IM LOVED BY JIYEON AND PEARLYN IM SO HAPPY

2008-04-27T21:59:00.004+08:00

WAHHHH!!! WAHH WAHH WAHHH!!!
AHHHHHHHHHH!!! AH!AHHHHH!!

-euni*(: your funny face lights up my life says:
ZOEY!
-euni*(: your funny face lights up my life says:
YOU KNOW JI YEON?
-euni*(: your funny face lights up my life says:
she loves you...
Soudeska says:
OH YEAH
Soudeska says:
YOU'RE IN THAT SCH RIGHT?
Soudeska says:
OMG
-euni*(: your funny face lights up my life says:
yup=D
Soudeska says:
AHHH
Soudeska says:
HOW YOU KNOW?
-euni*(: your funny face lights up my life says:
haha
-euni*(: your funny face lights up my life says:
she came back from nanyang the other day
-euni*(: your funny face lights up my life says:
and she was telling me about you guys...
-euni*(: your funny face lights up my life says:
amanda, you, linsha
-euni*(: your funny face lights up my life says:
haha
Soudeska says:
coooool
Soudeska says:
and you were like?
-euni*(: your funny face lights up my life says:
lols...
-euni*(: your funny face lights up my life says:
cos i totally agree with her about her opinion of you guys
-euni*(: your funny face lights up my life says:
she loves you like hell cos she finds you very entertaining and funny
-euni*(: your funny face lights up my life says:
haha
Soudeska says:
seriously!!!!
Soudeska says:
AHHHHHH
Soudeska says:
:D
-euni*(: your funny face lights up my life says:
yes:D
-euni*(: your funny face lights up my life says:
haha
Soudeska says:
SOOO COOL MAN
Soudeska says:
TOOOO COOOL
Soudeska says:
eh.so im her her new amazing wonderful bi friend huh?
Soudeska says:
did she what, tell everyone about me?>
Soudeska says:
HAHAAH
-euni*(: your funny face lights up my life says:
lols
-euni*(: your funny face lights up my life says:
yar
-euni*(: your funny face lights up my life says:
she kept on saying that she really wants to meet you
Soudeska says:
oh nooooooooo
Soudeska says:
im afraid to disappoint her
Soudeska says:
):
Soudeska says:
heyhey
Soudeska says:
what do you think of jiyeon?
-euni*(: your funny face lights up my life says:
i have a feeling both of you are quite alike
Soudeska says:
what if ive changed?
Soudeska says:
from p6?
Soudeska says:
ARGGHHHH
-euni*(: your funny face lights up my life says:
hm...
-euni*(: your funny face lights up my life says:
but both of you seem to have the same character and stuff
-euni*(: your funny face lights up my life says:
and i dont think you changed=D
...

LALALA.IM FREAKING.LOL.
WHHHEEEEEEEEE.OKAY IM NUTS.
X P

*

AND SINCE IM BLOGGING NOW
I WOULD LIKE TO SAY:
"HELLO HARRIET MY OPPOSITE X) "
[YEAH RANDOM I KNOW.BUT HER MSN'S GOING WONKY.]

2008-04-25T23:04:00.005+08:00

This morning was kinda screwed,

But this afternoon was sheer craziness man.

And thankgod the night was better than the last.

i screwed up compo omg
i mean, what i wrote was embarrassing
yeah
omg omg please dont let the marker know me omg
ahhhhhh!!!
i just totally rock at screwing huh
*
So people what was sheer craziness?

The fact that i was being so random shit

And the same time being driven outta my mind for quite a while by harriet and cait

Oh yeah!Its all thanks to them for that previous post of a masterpiece !

(3:58 PM) And sing me that lullaby,: its called 'autopilot' crap
(3:58 PM) Taskete: um.im seeing poop flying out of an airplane's butt

-madness man, madness-

then at 3.20 i told pearlyn i was gonna go bathe
then she said something and i had to do something and i said something and she said something and drag drag drag
guess when i actually did bathe?4.20!
-a full hour. damn cool lol-
*

Ive had a shocking relavation

Tennis balls arent green, but yellow.

Couldnt register all that was said last night properly today

Traumatizing much?Hoho

But yeah my head's doing perfect in blocking it off

and..
CRYING IS SO COOL
Especially the tear rolling down part man
Oh Yeah!
[im crazy huh -_-]
But yeah

Never cried so hard in ages man

Lol doncha worry folks im okay (;
_

(Post Script)
Yeah and cait, yeah you,

you seriously had me fretting like shit trying to figure how i was gonna explain it to you

but i dont think you've got it all though, i'll still have to try let you understand

2008-04-25T17:07:00.005+08:00

arrghh... shit!
shit man shit!
hello shit!
byebye shit!
shut up shit!
oh haha sounds like im talking to someone haahaa..
im crazy shit!
hahahaaa..
shuddup shuddup ha ha haa..
shuddup shit! i said shuddup! dude shit, im going outta my mindddd
...shit!
SHIT!WHEREEE AREEE YOUUUU~

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! I.SWEAR!

OH, LOOKIE LOOKIE!

IM.GOING.OUTTA.MY.MIIIIIIIIIIND!

ROAST PIG IS DYING
STOMACH IS HUNGRY
LEMON JUICE.
UP
IN
YOUR.
EYYEEEEEEEEE!!

MOSHI MOSHI WATASHI!

[yo!zoey aint always like this yknow!^^ its kinda cool she is now,yeah!]

SAY IT WITH MEEE:

SLAUGHTERING, KILLING, WHEE WHEE WOOOO~
CRAZY, NUTTERS, WOO WOO HOOOO~

CHANTING, CHANTING SCREAMING SHOUT
LA LAAA, LA LAAA, RUN ABOUT!

STOMACH, SINKING, SINKING IN QUICKSAND
OHH LOOK, OHH LOOK, A YUMMY LOOKING ANT

[haha like pearlyn said she knows, zoey isnt a random person,yeah!^^]

DIE LAH, DIE LAH, DIE DIE DIE
FLY LAH, FLY LAH, FLY FLY FLY

WHO MADE ME LIKE THIS?WHO WHOO WHOO?
OWN UP YOU, OWN UPPIE!
WAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH~!

WAH LOUUUUU

[GO TO HELL LAH ZOEY, GET SUCKED INTO A VACUUM CLEANER]

2008-04-25T01:09:00.003+08:00

cait.i need to talk to you, desperately.

2008-04-24T20:20:00.000+08:00

the ears hurt;

2008-04-23T15:18:00.002+08:00

Mind you this is for super wu liao people unless you're really interested in which is the strongest muscle in the body..

(9:27 PM) CAKELYNNNNN; be:
zoey (sorry jacq) do you think i should post more interesting things on my blog like my ever so happening sex life? -asks yeo jinni
(9:27 PM) Wakaranaiyo:
you could cait
(9:27 PM) CAKELYNNNNN; be:
urh what?
(9:27 PM) Wakaranaiyo:
sick people like me would wanna read
(9:27 PM) Wakaranaiyo:
HAHAH
(9:27 PM) CAKELYNNNNN; be:
blog about the 30 minute orgasms that pig s have?
(9:28 PM) ♀JACK OF THE SE:
...
(9:28 PM) ♀JACK OF THE SE:
i thought
(9:28 PM) ♀JACK OF THE SE:
some other creature
(9:28 PM) ♀JACK OF THE SE:
can go at it for 6 hours O.o
(9:30 PM) Wakaranaiyo:
ummmm
(9:30 PM) Wakaranaiyo:
annabel chong?
(9:31 PM) ♀JACK OF THE SE:
...
(9:32 PM) CAKELYNNNNN; be:
WHAT!?!
(9:32 PM) CAKELYNNNNN; be:
6 HOURS ORGASM!!
(9:33 PM) CAKELYNNNNN; be:
annabel chong?
(9:33 PM) CAKELYNNNNN; be:
who taht?
(9:34 PM) ♀JACK OF THE SE:
that
(9:34 PM) ♀JACK OF THE SE:
famous
(9:34 PM) ♀JACK OF THE SE:
lady who could
(9:34 PM) ♀JACK OF THE SE:
uhhh
(9:34 PM) ♀JACK OF THE SE:
record no. of men
(9:34 PM) ♀JACK OF THE SE:
she did it with in 24 hours
(9:34 PM) CAKELYNNNNN; be:
OH HER! i know her.
(9:34 PM) Wakaranaiyo:
200+ men
(9:34 PM) CAKELYNNNNN; be:
zoey. slugs have 4 noses. another fact from never ending supply. HHA
(9:36 PM) ♀JACK OF THE SE:
oooh
(9:36 PM) CAKELYNNNNN; be:
so jacq
(9:36 PM) ♀JACK OF THE SE:
cool!
(9:36 PM) CAKELYNNNNN; be:
I KNOW RIGHT!
(9:36 PM) ♀JACK OF THE SE:
(9:37 PM) CAKELYNNNNN; be:
when feeeling nervous, octopuses chew their tentacles off
(9:37 PM) CAKELYNNNNN; be:
they then grow back later
(9:37 PM) CAKELYNNNNN; be:
imagine chewing ur arm off whenever ur nervous..
(9:38 PM) ♀JACK OF THE SE:
eeww..
(9:38 PM) ♀JACK OF THE SE:
...
(9:38 PM) CAKELYNNNNN; be:
urhgg
(9:38 PM) CAKELYNNNNN; be:
ZOEY LOH
(9:38 PM) CAKELYNNNNN; be:
The tongue is often described in biology texts as the strongest muscle in the body. Wikipedia describes it as "the strongest muscle in the human body proportional to size." It is agreed in science circles that the tongue is the strongest muscle.
(9:38 PM) ♀JACK OF THE SE:
lol
(9:38 PM) ♀JACK OF THE SE:
its the jaw lahh
(9:39 PM) CAKELYNNNNN; be:
no MUSCLE. its the tongue.
(9:39 PM) ♀JACK OF THE SE:
ohh
(9:39 PM) ♀JACK OF THE SE:
isn't the jaw a muscle?
(9:39 PM) CAKELYNNNNN; be:
well i saw tongue. you say jaw, and the non existent zoeey says heart
(9:40 PM) Wakaranaiyo:
wait.so wiki says the tougue is the strongest musles?
(9:40 PM) Wakaranaiyo:
muscle*
(9:40 PM) Wakaranaiyo:
no jacq jaw isnt relly muslce
(9:40 PM) ♀JACK OF THE SE:
then what is it
(9:41 PM) Wakaranaiyo:
um
(9:41 PM) Wakaranaiyo:
bones?
(9:41 PM) ♀JACK OF THE SE:
uhh
(9:41 PM) ♀JACK OF THE SE:
it isn't-;-
(9:41 PM) CAKELYNNNNN; be:
no.. some are muscles
(9:42 PM) ♀JACK OF THE SE:
learn your science!
(9:42 PM) ♀JACK OF THE SE:
bones + muscles = movement
(9:42 PM) ♀JACK OF THE SE:
how can your jaw move without muscles
(9:42 PM) ♀JACK OF THE SE:
tsktsk
(9:42 PM) ♀JACK OF THE SE:
lol
(9:42 PM) CAKELYNNNNN; be:
"the strongest muscle in the body is debateable"
(9:42 PM) CAKELYNNNNN; be:
i say tongue
(9:42 PM) CAKELYNNNNN; be:
ur not like able to move any other muscle so well.. i think. like yeah and my tongue never gets worn out.
(9:42 PM) Wakaranaiyo:
tongue has no bones
(9:43 PM) CAKELYNNNNN; be:
its a muscle..
(9:43 PM) CAKELYNNNNN; be:
OH YEAH JACQ!
(9:43 PM) ♀JACK OF THE SE:
mmmhmm
(9:43 PM) CAKELYNNNNN; be:
how does it moves?
(9:43 PM) CAKELYNNNNN; be:
the tongue has 16 muscles..
(9:43 PM) CAKELYNNNNN; be:
OH WAIT
(9:44 PM) ♀JACK OF THE SE:
ooh
(9:44 PM) CAKELYNNNNN; be:
I FOUND THE ANSWER
(9:44 PM) ♀JACK OF THE SE:
cool
(9:44 PM) CAKELYNNNNN; be:
I FOUND IT I FOUND THE ANSWER!
(9:44 PM) Wakaranaiyo:
what?
(9:44 PM) CAKELYNNNNN; be:
"pound for pound the uterus is the strongest"
(9:44 PM) ♀JACK OF THE SE:
what?
(9:44 PM) ♀JACK OF THE SE:
O_O
(9:45 PM) CAKELYNNNNN; be:
"The tongue may possibly be the strongest muscle at birth"
(9:45 PM) CAKELYNNNNN; be:
"aw muscle is recorded to have a bite strength of 4337 N but that is due to the short lever that is the jaw."
(9:45 PM) Wakaranaiyo:
UTERUS??
(9:45 PM) CAKELYNNNNN; be:
*jaw
(9:45 PM) ♀JACK OF THE SE:
yay!
(9:45 PM) CAKELYNNNNN; be:
and glutenous maximus. which is like ur butt.
(9:45 PM) CAKELYNNNNN; be:
no jaw isnt strongest
(9:45 PM) ♀JACK OF THE SE:
heart --> nowhere in existence
(9:45 PM) CAKELYNNNNN; be:
it seems strong cos of the leverage
(9:45 PM) ♀JACK OF THE SE:
lol
(9:45 PM) CAKELYNNNNN; be:
ahaha
(9:46 PM) Wakaranaiyo:
cool
(9:46 PM) CAKELYNNNNN; be:
hang on. it says that it power output of the human heart range from 1 to 5 watts. This is much less than the maximum power output of other muscles; for example, the quadriceps can produce over 100 watts, but only for a few minutes...
(9:46 PM) CAKELYNNNNN; be:
OH IM SO SCIENTIFICAL!
(9:47 PM) CAKELYNNNNN; be:
hey did you know ther's gay penguins too?
(9:47 PM)
(L)♀JACK OF THE SEVEN SEAS! has changed his/her personal message to "maybe one day you'll be the one experiencing what real pain feels like"
(9:47 PM) Wakaranaiyo:
WOOOTS
(9:47 PM) ♀JACK OF THE SE:
O_O
(9:47 PM) Wakaranaiyo:
GO YOU ANIMALS
(9:47 PM) ♀JACK OF THE SE:
so its the heart?
(9:47 PM) Wakaranaiyo:
no the heart isnt mcuh
(9:47 PM) CAKELYNNNNN; be:
no it saws uterus and glutimus maximus
(9:47 PM) CAKELYNNNNN; be:
the world cant decide..
(9:47 PM) CAKELYNNNNN; be:
i still say tongue.
(9:48 PM) ♀JACK OF THE SE:
lol
(9:48 PM) ♀JACK OF THE SE:
i guess uterus is right
(9:48 PM) ♀JACK OF THE SE:
how else do you give birth
(9:48 PM) ♀JACK OF THE SE:
O.o
(9:48 PM) CAKELYNNNNN; be:
hahahahahaha
(9:48 PM) CAKELYNNNNN; be:
too true.i remain faithful to the tongue
(9:48 PM) Wakaranaiyo:
oh yeah
(9:48 PM) Wakaranaiyo:
well cait
(9:48 PM) CAKELYNNNNN; be:
JACQ! YOU HAVNT TAGGED FOR EONS ):
(9:48 PM) Wakaranaiyo:
put a weight on your tongue and try to lift it
(9:49 PM) ♀JACK OF THE SE:
sorry cait!
(9:49 PM) ♀JACK OF THE SE:
i'll got ag
(9:49 PM) ♀JACK OF THE SE:
*go tag
(9:49 PM) CAKELYNNNNN; be:
yaye you
(9:49 PM) ♀JACK OF THE SE:
wait
(9:49 PM) ♀JACK OF THE SE:
com lag
(9:49 PM) CAKELYNNNNN; be:
well zoey how you talk?
(9:49 PM) CAKELYNNNNN; be:
without the wonderful thing which is ur tonuge
(9:49 PM) ♀JACK OF THE SE:
you can't talk without your jaw dear
(9:50 PM) Wakaranaiyo:
then how does your blood move? without the wonderful thing which is your heart?
(9:50 PM) CAKELYNNNNN; be:
well ur tongue does the moving too ok.
(9:50 PM) CAKELYNNNNN; be:
STOP BULLYING IT!
(9:50 PM) CAKELYNNNNN; be:
well i think tongue is the best cos u can move it nicely and stick it out and its pink and its not fat

..Then we talk about Cheryl Ngay about her telephone number and address.

[ man i seriously wonder who actually read this ]

2008-04-19T18:03:00.006+08:00

TUESDAY: back in softball and i totally suck lol

taught jiyeon some facts off wiki about dolphins -

Dolphins are known to have sex for reasons other than reproduction, sometimes also engaging in acts of a homosexual nature.[22] Various dolphin species have been known to engage in sexual behaviour with other dolphin species,[22] this also having resulted in various hybrid dolphin species as mentioned earlier. Sexual encounters may be violent, with male dolphins sometimes showing aggressive behaviour towards both females and other male dolphins.[22][23] Occasionally, dolphins will also show sexual behaviour towards other animals, including humans

gay dolphins?she thinks its cool haha

WEDNESDAY: suet does this amazingly hilarious imitation of liz voice

i dont care.i CANNOT play icy tower PRESSING the stupid spacebar

_
THURSDAY: found out the senior's name in the weirdest way

even tessay has no idea whats an orgasm.im so freaked

and our art video's fantas man but nobody got the underwater scene either

yknow,the jellyfish and coke bottle,

its so gross you'd think the other shit eating hippo video scene was cute

yuckyy XP

was playing catch with this pencil

then trying to get it into harr's shirt

but yvonne came to pam and so was right in between

..still trying to get it in..

yvonne-'no handy-panky!'

HAHAHAAH!!

got it in eventuallyX)

_
arashi's nice and so's yui makino

the tell me song soon gets on your nerves

got that girls generation song stuck in my head and now its actually on repeat

but its still mainly avenged and bfmv

its JACQ'S BIRTHDAY,

and so we went to the scgs carnival

(me linsha andro.)

linsha told me she knew L.

and i guessed right.

L, YOU ARE MEIZHEN

seriously linsha never mentioned she was gay

well she just doesnt like guys

but hell, she's in the lesbo class 201

honey sticks.i bought one.

then i went back and bought three more.

heheh.

you see people with face paint and all

like jacq's friend sherilyn (i guess i didnt?)

i find her uh, really nice.

yikes man i swear i was nearly flirting

cheese sausages we bought four,

girl at the stall was kinda cute

you dont see much nice ones anywhere else

unless you mean the scsg one after we entered the gate

jacq says i ought to get that book for myself instead

perhaps, jacq,if i get my senses back in time

ls and andro left early

but ls was gonna be late for something (as usual)

but yeah i still liked my bus ride home

been sleeping alot today i guess

need to catch some sleep anyways

will be staying up late to catch up on work

hope its not on the tablet shit

think i ought to keep my mouth shut from you better

2008-04-13T12:32:00.003+08:00

Im going deathnote crazy even though ive only watched the first movie

but REALLYYY

omg LLLLLLLLL

AHHHHHHHHH

and Misa too, whatever you say andro.

No seriously, Misa is like hot.

and cute

and everything.

MISA <33333

deathnote the movie is my wallpaper

..but im not looking at L, but at Misa

HAHAHAHAHAHA

and i dont think she looks bimbo.not at all.

ive this yaoi picture of L and Light

they're sleeping together.its really sweet.

REALLY ANDRO REALLYYYY

listen people

krystal's HILARIOUS

she's got really amazing thoughts and insights

a very nice person to talk with

my parents like her alot

[NOT BECAUSE OF HER STUDYNESS PLEASE]

she's very cute, my mother says

jiyeon got me into avengedsevenfold

(AFTERLIFE and UNHOLYCONFESSIONS)

but the suckiest thing is

i cant find anybody else to share it with

they cant stand metal

booooboooblahblah);

i hope someone would go listen and tell me they've fallen in love with it

AHH THAT'LL BE GREAT HOHOHO

i cant stand it.

my socks are like one high one invisible all the time.

tessay is nuts.

i dont see why the hell she wants muscles

as andro puts it, go for muscles only if you cant have a good figure

ty is like

YEAH

so yeah.

i told my parents not to bring me to paris these two years cus id so die in front of a kebab
LOL
haah kidding PARIS MOSES GRACEE I DONT CARE IWANNASEEYOUU
but GUESS WHAT
in july they're coming for a MONTH
my mum's gonna try find moses a JOB.HOHOHO
at KAP or subway
MANDA WE WOULD SO HAFTA GO THEN
no i mean everyone, jacq cait and everybody
-hang on did i say cait?
-oops.-
*
oh and sorry cait.i'll be sure not to let jinni and enci influence me.
speaking of influence im influencing jiyeon to be bi
whattheheck?O.o

i love caitlin and manda to the max

they are the best of the best and i feel complete for that no matter my sch life in crescent

where i go to only for sci math and chi and -coughcough-

[and no christy its not prata day]

(LOL)

know what?when i think about caitlin, i dont feel sad anymore.i feel happier.

2008-04-10T21:11:00.002+08:00

Im dying
I swear
Im never ever touching that scissor again
As good as it is to see
That welcoming unfamiliar slit of color
Oh Zoey be considerate
Oh Fuck you already
Oh yeah you know it.
Brilliant stupidity
Just.Brilliant really.
I swear you're outta your mind.
Oh yes im outta my mind
From what im gonna do
What should i do

No dont touch that stupid thing again.Dont even think about it.

2008-04-10T17:39:00.002+08:00

drastic change of mood here:
LINSHA IS COMING OVER
omgomgomg
we were like 'Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!ahhh ahhh ahhhh!!'
now this emo song sounds so significantly much happier.like seriously IT SOUNDS SO HAPPY
wait.shit.
if she sees my arm? oh shit.
lol cant be worse than manda yeah?
Haha.

2008-04-06T16:23:00.004+08:00

So.it was a normal day in the car when somehow my mum talked about caitlin
cus she was overwhelmed by the 14 pages cait's letter came in
TWO ENVELOPES
and so yeah we talked caitlin
and blahblahblah i wish i remember what was said but i forgot
then i said, 'she keeps fantasizing about one of us going there..'
AND MY DAD SAID THE MOST BEAUTIFUL THING EVER

'THEN WE'LL GO THERE'

i was like, OHMYGODDDD
and he was like '..hmm i never been to australia yet..'
and i was like, OMGOMGOMGOMGOMG
and he went '..which part..'
and i nearly screamed ' SYDNEY!! '

SERIOUSLY.SERIOUSLY.GOD REALLY ARE WE REALLY GONNA GO

aaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhh!!!
CAITCAITCAITCAITCAIT!!!
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!
CAAAAAAAAAIIIIIIIIITTTTT LLLLLIIIIIIIIIINNNNNN
IM SHOWING OFF THAT BEAUTIFUL 14-PAGER TO SUET TOMORROW XD

2008-04-02T00:10:00.017+08:00

you are my playlist metal hardcore emo nu metal metalcore alternativerock trash metal

CLAWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW
omg you dont know me at all i thought ive told ive showed you everything it appears i didnt
wtf seriously you do not know me at all
how come how come how come
fuck yes you're a friggin friend why do you ask such a question
of course you hell are
hell what do you not know
what do i not know what do i know
what do you know what do you not
how long shall this be up this shit up
but i dont want it to die it cant it mustnt
been with me so long it shouldnt go away
its not fair to bear the consequences of something i cannot control
yet this shit aint going right never did
not proper not right too wrong
keep it yet i want
two sides to every great thats for sure
its how it is i take or leave
though im not the one doing the gamble but its clawing me inside out
destroy healing destroy healing destroy healing
yet all with a step back all is but superficial
but superficiality connected to the seedcore
intricate stem woven shall prove
(fear of)its most before can wither.
_
lol.induced by my killer braces.
underlying statement:
the braces are Clawing at my gums guts and mind

lets see you decipher this.
no luck dude.

2008-03-31T17:39:00.009+08:00

AVENGED SEVENFOLD
Unholy Confessions.

"I'll try," she said as he walked away.

"Try not to lose you."

Two vibrant hearts could change.

Nothing tears the being more than deception,unmasked fear.

"I'll be here waiting" tested and secure.

Nothing hurts my world,

just affects the ones around me

When sin's deep in my blood,

you'll be the one to fall.

"I wish I could be the one,

the one who won't care at all

But being the one on the stand,

I know the way to go, no one's guiding me.

When time soaked with blood turns its back,

I know it's hard to fall.

Confided in me was your heart

I know it's hurting you, but it's killing me.

"Nothing will last in this life,

our time is spent constructing,

now you're perfecting a world... meant to sin.

Constrict your hands around me,

squeeze till I cannot breathe,

this air tastes dead inside me,

contribute to our plague.

Break all your promises,

tear down this steadfast wall,

restraints are useless here,

tasting salvation's near.

Nothing hurts my world,

just affects the ones around me

When sin's deep in my blood,

you'll be the one to fall.

"I wish I could be the one,

the one who won't care at all

But being the one on the stand,

I know the way to go, no one's guiding me.

When time soaked with blood turns its back,

I know it's hard to fall.

Confided in me was your heart

I know it's hurting you, but it's killing me."

slithering pain of nowhere

the impending engulf i may try to applease

but in the moment i am choked in tears that will not fall.

.and now its gone.

2008-03-27T23:32:00.004+08:00

give me back my

AMANDA CAITLIN

LINSHA JACQUELINE ISABEL

CHERYLCINDYGAYA

imissyouimissyouimissyouimissyouimissyouimissyouall

a year already and yet i wish sometimes its still back the way how it used to be

the group i took 4 years to find

and i cant believe how long it took me to fully realise and appreciate..

MANDA IS MY NUMBER ONE!!!!!!

AND JACQUELINE AND HER WIT

AND LINSHA'S INTERESTING THOUGHTS ON EVERYTHING

AND ISABEL AND HER JAPNESS AND HER FREE MANGAS AND HER OVERWHELMING NICENESSS

AND CAITLIN FOR HER SUETYI,

(or suetyi and her caitlin?)

not to mention how very much i miss feeling not as smart as all of them

(okay maybe it isnt all of them haha)

and somehow,that smartness around me is like some sort of a security blanket all warm and snuggly.

with them,

you learn something new every day..

you'd be laughing at least a thousand times..

happy secure not at all afraid and you dare to do anything.

you trust them with anything

and hold back nothing.

all i ever wanted

was all i already had.

CAITLIN THE DISTANCE MUSTNT DEFEAT

GET THE CORDS TO YOUR PRINTER AND SEND THAT LETTER

manda we'll mug at kap together someday

if not mug we'll research science stuff -i need a science person desperately-

-andahhemyoutubewouldbeoutofthequestion-

jacq we're practically neighbours yet

WHEN ARE WE GONNA PLAY BADMINTON??

and

LINSHA.

...

I WANNA SEE YOUR HAIR X)

ppsst ppsst

know how i hate someone every year?where im just so annoyed with the person like crazyyyy even though they're just NICE?

like the hatred comes out from nowhere and its crazy cus it makes no sense?

p5 was shalom

p6 was linsha for that moment (gomen the way i treated you><)

sec1 was clara..

wait.i dont really like her much still..heheh.

well this year,

i just found another one.

WHICH DOES ME NO END OF GOOD

blah.man i suck yeah.stupid stupid stupid

jiyeon has this crappy impression of me.thinks im sicker than i actually am.

lol if i Am that sick really..

(grins)

dude im getting braces

but

ITS KILLING MY TONGUE AND COMPLETELY AFFECTING MY CHEWING

chewing!!! ); i need to be able to enjoy my food><

up. down. strange. charm. bottom. top.

who can guess what this is?

2008-03-14T18:28:00.005+08:00

Read from that site.Morbid Outlook.

Gothel and The Rose anybody?

now that ive got you recalling..

here's a paragraph to contemplate.

When my husband got sick I thought death would be easier. It would happen, and then it would be over and I would grieve. Sometimes I wish he would hurry up and die so I could grieve the person he used to be instead of caring for what’s left.

(skip paragraphs)

Is it better to have the death be fast, and get to remember the person how you loved them, and to not get to say goodbye? Or to have to watch the slow decay, and getting to say goodbye over and over?

(skip paragraphs)

Standing outside of my husband’s room I open the door slowly, noiselessly. I hold my breath, listening for his. This could be the time I don’t hear it.

mine was a mix lol.

my grandma spent ages in that hospital

i never said goodbye to her

id never thought she'd die

but never thought about if she got well

i almost just put her aside of my life, aside from hospital visits

and now i think about it

she lost to cancer

cus

she didnt have the will to live.

and i can only say

WTF

BEFORE IT GOT WORSE YOU COULDVE JUST CAME TO LIVE WITH US

ditch my loser of an uncle

the pathetic drug abuser

(not the drug part, the extorting shit part)

WE COULD HAVE TAKEN CARE OF YOU WHY NOT

it frigging cost you YOUR LIFE

WHY COULDNT YOU COME TO US

ditch that house in woodlands

that which holds my childhood memories and now

FUCKIN STAINED WITH ILLEGAL IMMIGRANT RESIDUE

and my grandfather, fine if you wanted him along in our house

i know you loved him but[sorry to burst your bubble]

ITS WASTED.all your money your savings

One friggin Thousand Five goes to him every month

why did you get my dad to promise to do that for you

where is he now?

IN CHINA WITH HIS FUCKING NEW WIFE

yes, i dont mind it if it was after your death

so, he was lonely and unloved

BUT HE MET THAT WOMAN WHILE YOU LAID SICK IN THE HOSPITAL

we found the photograph in his bag

smiling, with his arms around her,

dated 2005 jan

..i dont remember your death day exactly but it was a few months after..

did you know of it?mummy suspects you do.

no wonder you went ahead and frigging

lost your will to live.

i dont remember the least bit about your last hospital months

(other than you telling me i must '用功读书' )

i'll only remember and cherish

perhaps grieve

of the memories of the you

before all that shit

2008-03-14T10:03:00.010+08:00

ILOVEYOULINKIN PARK!!!!!!!!!!

Heh linkin park's making me high..

theyre the - - really really theyre just the

hybridtheoryandmeteorailyilyily

especially good ol intheend numb faint breakingthehabit

omg Numb

I'm tired of being what you want me to be Feeling so faithless lost under the surface Don't know what you're expecting of me Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)Every step that I take is another mistake to you(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)I've become so numb I can't feel you there Become so tired so much more aware I'm becoming this all I want to do Is be more like me and be less like you Can't you see that you're smothering me Holding too tightly afraid to lose control Cause everything that you thought I would be Has fallen apart right in front of you(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)Every step that I take is another mistake to you(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)And every second I waste is more than I can take I've become so numb I can't feel you there Become so tired so much more awareI'm becoming this all I want to do Is be more like me and be less like you And I know I may end up failing too But I know You were just like me with someone disappointed in you I've become so numb I can't feel you there Become so tired so much more aware I'm becoming this all I want to do Is be more like me and be less like you I've become so numb I can't feel you there I'm tired of being what you want me to beI've become so numb I can't feel you there I'm tired of being what you want me to be

i love everything of every song

and the screaming

(lol i might as well listen to slipknot)

haha i just did...

they're not bad!!!!!!

go listen 'Before i forget' !!!!!! (WOOOOOTSSSSSSS)

HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA

Wait And Bleed!!!!! ' I FELT THE AIR RISE UP IN ME

KNEEL DOWN AND CLEAR THE STONE OF LEAVES '

after reading jiyeon's blog i went and listened to

Bullet For My Valentine -

Tears don't fall is nice!!!!!!!

your tears don't fall they crash around me

her conscious calls the guilty to come home

your tears don't fall they crash around me

her conscious calls the guilty to come home

Slipknot- Blackheart

all the pieces of the puzzle seem to fall into

place

but the only thought that i could think was pissin

in that FUCKING FACE

the taste that you left in my mouth was rotten

and you think that all the shit you did to me

could be FORGETTEN

well fuck no

you both got me last time

next time i see your punk ass its mine

from behind dawg i'm gonna crack that skull

then i'm gonna laugh when you fall cause you

fucked me raw

comin home late at night when your sneakin in the

door

with a bottle half empty and your tank is on full

you hurt me

and i will never forget

how you HURT ME

and all the pain you caused

left my mind blank and my soul was lost

and now the thoughts are in my head and drifting

side to side

you know i'm gonna get cause there is nowhere to

hide

headlines will read on the night she died

trust me

i will get your ass back

if it kills me

for the rest of your life you will feel me

i'm gonna make you remember that you

hurt me

you fuckin hurt me

hurt me; hurt me; hurt me; hurt me

my head was fucked up; hurt me

when i was locked up: hurt me

made a phone call; hurt me

bitch put a block up; hurt me

on the phone letters to your home

but you never wrote me back

what the fucks up with that

one of these days i'm gonna get you bitch

find your body

in an valley

in the alley

in a ditch

with a 45 chrome to the back of your dome

havin everybody wonderin what the fuck is goin on

where the fuck did you go

never be back again

but i still keep thinkin about you now and then

trust me

i will get your ass back

if it kills me

for the rest of your life you will feel me

gonna make you remember that you

hurt me

you fuckin hurt me

i remember when i first said i love you

got confused from the first time i fucked you

you got nervous when i opened up your legs relax

cause i was raised on x-rated moves and porno mags

all day walk around with a full buzz

never fully understood what our love was

l-25 straight brought the light

same time had to dip outa town for a few nights

came back and my road dawgs waitin

tellin me some shit leavin me contemplaitin

murder

fuckin my best friend

unheard of

and i'm gonna get you in the end yeah

one of these days it will be my

i'm gonna slit your throat make it look

suicide

fuck you, i should've known better than to trust you

fuck you

yeah i know its all ,but i love it all the same especially 'one of these days i'm gonna get you bitchfind your bodyin an valleyin the alleyin a ditch' it fucking rocks yea?haha.

ah shoot i cant get the mathematical anthem ..the lyrics are so cute (grin)

but the heretic anthem!!WOOOTS!!!!

If you're 555, then I'm 666 If you're 555, I'm 666 If you're 555, I'm 666 What's it like to be a heretic?

today's my dad's and einstein's birthday.

LOL.I meant to blog something else i meant to, but i ended up on songs. ah well.

AND i didnt mention those songs for nothing -HINT HINT-

2008-03-08T15:34:00.006+08:00

YO ITS MARCH HOLIDAYS

WHICH MEANS WE NEED A GATHERING

KAY KAYY?

btw a movie's definitely out

i failed hist.haha who didnt?only 5 passed in the class.

overall best was chinese [A2] , wth?

okay why am i reporting on marks?

ooh ooh.andro's sitting next to meeeee~!!!!! (grins)

and harriet's got her two mortals eyecandying her

and i wanna take up philosophy and quantum mechanics in university

and ive been terribly out of touch with music for like a week

and that may just go on for another..

science could go ahead and rule my life

aside from the basic needs and certain people and certain stuff

i really really couldnt care less about everything else

history included [well duh] .

and for what i want,

hungry zoey is willing to live on rice tofu and vegetables everyday for it

i wouldnt mind serving sentence

aside from the record,

some people are really worth beating up for it

wait not beating, nope,

torturing, crippling

spend the rest of their lives

in the permanent irreversible hell,

of my honorable gift

2008-02-28T01:36:00.004+08:00

i swear im stupid

its 1.40 am this moment

supposed to be "staying up to do art"

so i get online to study how to draw light bulbs..

and bam im doing crap thats totally unrelated to art.

ahh well.i'll show you my art^^

thats for the coke thumbnail.man if you'd seen the ipod one..

yikes the ipod looks so gangsta.

im supposed to be doing the light bumb one now...

..and then think up the last thumbnail,

AND THEN paint my final, which is the coke.

PAINT.thats why i decided to skip bedtime,yknow,just like the previous assignment..

did i tell ya?i finished at 5am that day.what time do i usually wake?5.30.

anyways i slept till 6 but still managed to catch the bus..

omg lord please please please let us not have to hand in our art tmr/today/this thurday i pray pray pray

ARGHHHH I WANNA SKIP SCHOOL

FUCK ART FUCK PBL FUCK THURSDAYS

AAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHH

at least last thurs wasnt so bad thanks to lovely common tests

BUT BUT BUT this week..bah.ooh and the next.bah.

it'll be so amazing if i finish my art (i seem to be saying that every week)

yimin kept going at it during home econs.sigh.

christy says she gets that all the time.

well i dont.the entire class (just about) was never supposed to know in the first place yeah? but wth..sigh.

but in the end, they really dont know anything.haha.

I MISS THE LOVELY YIHUI AND FUNNY CHAI LUAN !!!

ooh.cait and i had this wonderful convo.lol

so i was saying art was tmr..

cait : O MINE TOO!!!

THATS SO FRIGGING COOL WE HAVE ART CONNECTION!

haha.and she said hers was first period

and i wasnt sure mine so i went to check

after a long while, i said it was last period

and she said : haha you were checking!!!

genius i tell ya.(grins)

oh wait, then we were talking about cigs.

cait: i bet teachers smoke

me: LOL

cait: i bet ur principle runs on wet grounds

cait: i bet ms loke wears her skirt high

me: and ms kok?:D

cait: i bet she's failed math

LOL

(dont mind,its a 6peace inside joke)

later on..

cait: OHOHOH i told alex that u call remi bishounen and now alex and jonahmae and others are calling remi bishounen and its so funny cos he dun understand

me: do they know how to pronounce bishounen?

cait: no

cait: we decided on

cait: BYE-SHOW-NERN

me: its BEE-SHOW-NEN

me: without r

cait: ok

cait: got that

cait: bee show nen

cait: IF ONLY U WERE HERE

cait: i swear we'd have so much fun

cait: clique and all

me: lol

me: crescent killed me

me: rmb?

me: haha

cait: i like fantasizing bout what would have happened if i was sent to australia with friends and all and we strut around school looking all asian cool

cait: THAT FRIGGIN RHYMES ZOEY. IM A GENIUS

cait: no zoey when ur with us u brought back to life

brought back to life.

sigh.really, i wish

i wish.. i could be just as i were back then.

i was a .. [you guys fill in the blanks ive forgotten already]

well basically last year i lost myself when i stepped into G3

that effing class.

i love yihui and ppl.but the class, hell no.

C1's helped so much more after G3.ive found a piece.make that a few.

but am i ever gonna get back myself entirely?

haha.sounds too good to be true.

yknow i told myself,

if i dont leave crescent having a wonderful group of friends like in p6,

ive officially failed my whole four years of crescent.socially.

haha you guys know why i left G3?

it wasnt just cus of hating higher chinese.there was..a mutitude of reasons

anyway if i stayed in G3 for sec2 i knew it would be wasting my time

and id be so SICK of the class i could go mad.(poor jasmine who agreed)

was sick of them last year anyway (MINUS SOME PEOPLE)

and i wished i could go to C1 (despite its peoples constant advice on why i shouldnt)

made it here didnt i? preferred it here didnt i?

well i know im never gonna hate it as much as G3, and thats GREAT.

and i would never have had TSH if ive never came.

nor made friends with christy.

(and everyone else i had/would)

(grins)

..and so later me and cait were on mean girls cus of 'asian cool'^^

AHHHHH OMG FUCK ITS THREEE

-FREAKS-

2008-02-26T19:14:00.004+08:00

i miss common test!! >< ..already.haha.

CUS YOU CAN LIKE SLACK LIKE CRAZYYY

yupps^^ i slacked haha.never really studied,for ,um, all of them?

anyways WE GOT BACK THE CHINESE PAPER.

the one i fell asleep [once again] in..

yeah.thought i was gonna get like 60+ but

its 73.

BETTER THAN THAT OTHER 72.5 OMG.

and im gonna flunk hist and most of all lit.fazylah is gonna be soo..

oh well lessons are fucking resuming..

..and shit thursday beckons yet again.gahh.

free period during english^^

slaaackyy.i like slacky.

the class would be so noisy, then it sounds like its half empty..

its nice (grins).the noisy is the sort of soporific white noise kinda thing.(grins)

yeah well i was trying to sleep

then wondering whether i shouldnt

then wondering if i should just tear that stupid book away from christy

then deciding i was too lazy to wonder anyway

and then.

yknow the crappy people playing the crappy truth or dare s**t?

um.i wont say it.but they were annoying.

and disgusting whoever thought that shit up

but the geraldine thing was cute.haha.they got her to pull up her socks and go around to every person saying 'im a nerd.i like math.'

later i read that sucking blood part christy grossed out over.

PLEASE.i mean, lol, the kind of things i read..Hahaa

The Rose? Gothel? heh.

we spent the rest of the time talking yeah,

after she finally got away from that book

ANNE RICE.didnt sound so interesting to me..is she any good?

lol.when j came over it wasnt so hard to get her away (i started talking about bill)

wait OMG BILL

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!

HE'S GORGEOUS.

ahhhhhhhhh!!!

[uhhuh he looks like a girl.whatever.]

my dp? (grin) yeah my dp.if you see a girl, its a guy.ITS A GUY, and its Bill!!

manda asks if i like him for looking like a girl or guy.(grins)

BILLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL <3

Omg ive never put that for tokito or kubota!!

alright! kubo-chan!! <3

aaaaand toki-kun!!! <3

HAHAH god im stupid. -bonk-

ooh.did i mention?L IS CUUUUTE!!

thats for L lovers yeah! yeah you andro!Lol

AHHHHHHH going guy crazy is fuuuuuun.(grins)

and it doesnt matter whether they :

look like girls

dont exist

or is the god of death

HAHAHA.THEY ROCK ALL THE SAME.

geraldine is looony.does she expect me to answer? O.o

i mean, like those were like her first few sentences to me and she asks..

..ah hell.got me thinking anyhow.

'how much?'

ooh whatever. gahhhh. fhoosh fsoosh. grrrrrr.

IT IS MY DREAM TO STUDY SUB-ATOMIC PARTICLES.

AND, UM, THE UNIVERSE.

im referring to quantum mechanics^^

huh.i cant believe you some of you guys -hint hint- have no idea what it is.

[sticks tongue out]

AH.feels like my LIFE'S DIRECTION.(grins)

question is my capablilty..

..ooh but ive the passion!!!

please please please i hope i can manage that subject.

i want a PHD in it.

2008-02-20T22:17:00.002+08:00

so i went tokio hotel crazy for a bit.then it was aqua timez (okay i still like them!)

now its

BOWLING FOR SOUP

the song..

The Bitch Song.

-its up.but read the lyrics.hehe.

and..

I'm Gay.

hemhem.gay as in happy.

but the song is soooo cute!!!

(This fucking song is all personality)(Dude, that's the shit!)Well we've all heard abouthow the guys in the bandWeren't the popular kids in schoolAnd now you hate your parents'cause of the way you turned outBut in the end the blame's on youAnd we all sympathize with your torn-apart heartAnd your really artistic worldly viewsIt sells records when you're sad these daysIt's super cool to be mad these daysI think rock and roll is really funnywhen it's seriousDon't hate us 'cause we're happyDon't hate us 'cause we're beautifulDon't hate us if we make you smileOr if we go the extra mileTo make someone feel betteron a really shitty dayAnd if you're hearing what I'm saying thenI want to hear you say, "I'm gay!" (I'm gay!)Say, "I'm gay!" (I'm gay!)Let's start a movement, let's start it right nowAnd if you don't know where to startI can show you I'm your new team captainPut your left hand over your heartand repeat after meIt's perfectly fine to be a happy individualIt's perfectly fine to be a happy individualChris, Gary? You guys wanna join in?(Yeah, buddy. Sure. Sorry Dude)It's perfectly fine to be a happy individualIt's perfectly fine to be a happy individualVery Nice. Very Nice.Don't hate us 'cause we're happyDon't hate us 'cause we're miserableDon't hate us if we make you smileOr if we go the extra mileTo make someone feel better on a really shitty dayAnd if you're hearing what I'm saying thenI want to hear you say, "I'm gay!" (I'm gay!)Say, "I'm gay!" (I'm gay!)That's right, ladies and gentleman!Pick up the phone'cause Bowling For Soup is on the line!And you don't have to be sad anymore!You don't have to be mad anymore!We can all join hands and do ring aroundthe freaking rosie!In fact, can we can get some "La la"s up in here?It sells records when you're sad these daysIt's super cool to be mad these daysI think rock and roll is really funnyWhen it's seriousYo, where my "La la"s at!La la-la la, la-la la-laLa la la laLa la-la la, la-la la-laLa la la laLa la-la la, la-la la-laLa la la laLa la-la la, la-la la-laLa la la laLa la-la la, la-la la-la

hehheh.

gooo listen!!

oh and today tsh gave out the chinese test paper

suddendly my name was called

i saw 72.5 ..

and i freaked "OMG OMG OMG AAAAAAAAAHHHHHHH!!!"

yupps.remember i failed SO much last year?

then suddenly its ABOVE SIXTY

lol.like mine lit.last year were barely passes..

but somehow i passed by 14/25 even though i only did 1a and not 1b.doesnt make sense yeah?

then suddenly fazylah had written on my paper

" zoey, where is your 1b? this is such a waste! "

" you've written a brilliant A-grade essay, but by answering only half of the question you'll almost definitely fail in the exams. "

" it is such a waste - this was the best 1a ive read in all my marking so far. =( "

i was like.um..yeah.

lol.and i was so sure i was gonna do it worse than fail cus half marks gone and i couldnt have aced 1a anyway..

but yeah there you go thats what happened.^^

lets not forget harriet's amazing perrrfect 10 in history

really.ten outta ten.

oh.and home econs was actually nice

cus me and christy were basically insulting..

the person who's unsurprisingly not a mrs

i drew a crude drawing of her..

yknow crude drawings suck..

but the resemblance was uncanny..heh.

and then we had to borrow HC textbooks so we went out and took our time^^

went to g3 and got two books..

then i dont know why but jimin took them from us and asked us to find another two for her and yimin or somethin

..wth.. -_- hey we got those ourselves..

anyway we all went to c2 and got one more

but in the end i spent the rest of the lesson talking to xinyi about msg lol^^

and lockers.very fun it was after school.haha.

I NOW LOVE MY LOCKER AGAIN

sooo yeah.then christy went on the train with andro and i after school.

i repeat.christy is very nice.

i repeat.i would like her to sit the train with us again.

2008-02-11T17:00:00.000+08:00

took this on wed when jacq and linsha were over ^^

THATS YUKI THE SHEEPIE ^^

and harriet's name tag LOL

got it from her cus

SHE STOLE HAN RU'S BADGE

AND CUS IT TOOK ME SO LONG TO GET BACK

(cus it was in the damn shirt pocket)

I THOUGHT I BETTER TAKE THE NAME TAG TOO

AS PAYBACK

muahahahahah.

yeah.wed was so fun

(grin)

after school AND before..

i think i prefer before..

(bigger grin)

would have stayed in that hall forever

I SWEAR HARRIET YOU BETTER DELETE THAT POST

GUESS WHAT???

I WENT TO SUET'S HOUSE TODAY

whhheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

well i was planning to go to macs with andro, then go to andro's house..

THEN AT THE TRAFFIC LIGHT CAME SUET AND HARR AND THEN HARRIET WAS TALKING TO PAM OR HAN RU SAYING..

...THAT SHE WAS GOING TO SUET'S HOUSE.

though i was hungry..remember the hungry zoey?

and andro.i havent sat the train with her in WEEKS.and i really really wanted to..

yeah.so torn between the burger + andro, with suet's house..

..i ended up choosing suet.

well i HAD to.i mean, when was the last time anyone went?

when was the last time i..NEVER.

the burger..andro..will come.but suet's house?when could i get the chance again?

and so today was the VERY FIRST TIME i finally met suet's father, sister, and

HOUSE.

its was nothing special actually..BUT THE SIGNIFICANCE OF IT..

(grin) ooh yeah.ij ppl havent huh? (rubbing it in)

heh heh.

(snigger)

YAY ME WOOHOO HAHA!!

you dont look all that bad with contacts really

(bright grin)

caitlin~!! my letter~??

heh.

mr tham allowed!!!

next term!!im sitting next to andro next term!!

wooooooooohooooooooooooooooo!!!

CANT WAIT

both cklare s are NICE

K KLARE AND C CLARE

VERY VERY REALLY

MY DAD GAVE ME THIRTY FOR A MONTH.

A DOLLAR A DAY, BUT WHATEVER.

THIRTY!!!!

happy things so far huh?

well.

we'll move to bayshore i dont know when and dont wanna think when

...its in east coast.

friggin other side of spore.

-CRAP-

oh and FUCK THURSDAY WHEN IT COMES

hate hate hate hate..

2008-02-05T21:58:00.000+08:00

(It starts with) One thing / I don’t know why It doesn’t even matter how hard you try Keep that in mind / I designed this rhyme To explain in due time All I know time is a valuable thing Watch it fly by as the pendulum swings Watch it count down to the end of the day The clock ticks life away It’s so unreal Didn’t look out below Watch the time go right out the window Trying to hold on / but didn’t even know Wasted it all just to Watch you go I kept everything inside and even though I tried / it all fell apart What it meant to me / will eventually / be a memory / of a time when I tried so hard And got so far But in the end It doesn't even matter I had to fall To lose it all But in the end It doesn't even matter One thing / I don’t know why It doesn’t even matter how hard you try Keep that in mind / I designed this rhyme To remind myself how I tried so hard In spite of the way you were mocking me Acting like I was part of your property Remembering all the times you fought with me I’m surprised it got so (far) Things aren’t the way they were before You wouldn’t even recognize me anymore Not that you knew me back then But it all comes back to me In the end You kept everything inside and even though I tried / it all fell apart What it meant to me / will eventually / be a memory / of a time when I tried so hard And got so far But in the end It doesn’t even matter I had to fall To lose it all But in the end It doesn’t even matter I've put my trust in you Pushed as far as I can go For all this There’s only one thing you should know I've put my trust in you Pushed as far as I can go For all this There’s only one thing you should know I tried so hard And got so far But in the end It doesn’t even matter I had to fall To lose it all But in the end It doesn’t even matter

http://www.morbidoutlook.com/fiction/stories/2002_12_gothel.html

its a short story.

btw the narrator's a girl.

wont take long to read really.

(probably not your type lol)

[ from the same site ]

The Rose
Bob Vega

taking deeply of breath

i found the sweetest aroma

of the rose upon me.

i looked down unto thorn’d rosebush,

reached to take of singular bud

and was pricked.

blood drawn quickly dripped unto the soil

and i finished my theft

of white rose with alternate hand.

raising the bud to mine face

i took in all she had to offer of scent.

quizzing at her beauty,

i dripped of mine blood

upon her whitest petals.

crimson stain

spread deep into the bud

and i smiled.

i squeezed of more juice

‘till petals were red of me,

and bud was heavy.

raising it again to mine face,

i took of her aroma

and caressed mine cheek

with soaking, inky petals.

taking deeply

breath of sweet fruitless offering,

i licked stained petals.

taking the bud into mine mouth,

i peeled away layer by layer,

exposing moist inner.

resting on mine tongue

i suck of her crimson nectar

hidden deep inside,

and lap the juice as it emits slowly,

bitter dressing unto mine palate.

and i take of her petals,

silky texture to mine taste,

and leave her stem.

perhaps to take another by blood.

but i have taken of her,

by god,

i have taken her...

2008-02-04T18:29:00.000+08:00

okay.i cant deny that sunday was like the most awesome everr..

but at night

manda got me wondering, asking, thinking, questioning

she was warning about her you see.

well

manda reads people fantas cus she's in nygh

not that way as in people who go there are smart, yeah but, i mean, like the environment they're in

how do i say this..

like take the bitchiest thing ever in crescent, in ny is like the norm, apparently

especially since they're like, yeah, smart

haha so the public has completely, crappy opinions on ny, haha

really.completely.stupid.if you think abt it, its almost funny..

oh.so yeah she was yeah..

man i swear she can read like a book

i mean, she understood my post, i didnt even understand some of the stuff i was saying..

she said my post are exactly like how it is when i speak on the phone

0.O

i guess.

so she said if she didnt understand me, it means she wasnt listening to me

i was like thinking, hell, how didya know..(manda i can just imagine how youre thinking as you read this)

so anyway verdict is i gotta be wary, but like how?

she said end it, or get her to actually listen which is impossible (how would you know its impossible even i didnt know it was)

so end it.i cant!!!i mean, i tried on thurs (and many times before)

apparently, i wasnt trying hard enough..

i admit it wasnt my all

so well i just gotta make sure it doesnt ruin me yeah?[how would it?o.O]

but hell, the trust ive already placed, i realised..

(after talkin to jacq on sat, manda on sun)

..was so, so much

well although manda had sowed some doubts..

really.i trust everything.EVERYTHING you said.

if someone comes along from the future and tells me its gonna ruin me,

i still couldnt do anything about it.

thats right.im this hopeless.this pathetic.

even more so, that i know,

and still wont do anything.

The Seed.

How much could have been fake?

What am i to you?

but you make me so happy, isnt that enough?

enough to nullify all that?

[damn it is]

2008-01-31T18:21:00.000+08:00

Like i said.

Like i knew.

see..

i fucked up art

emo ed at lunch

crapped pbl

sucky lunch, suckier art

shit pbl

FUCK THURSDAYS

YES YES YES I HATE THEM TO THE CORE

but i liked going home

(i went with suet) =]

i like christy and cant stand jaclyn

please please andro sit next to me!!

yvonne doesnt seem to like me much

but there's nice klare, nicer sarah and jessie

its hard the way she's like that

i just wish..

...

im completely justified to

im sure you'll agree

i just cant stand

neither you

it shldve ended

(begin it shouldnt)

but what pulled it together

its now been cut

unless they join

them severed ends

more than, apart

when n and s

shouldnt be

yet why

is a very good question

(the answer makes cri)

im still amazed

im a disgrace

dammit

the way they're at it is like its taboo..

f st

hey!who wants a gathering at my place during cny

who can make it?

its suggested by my parents so i definitely can

COME??

please and thank you

2008-01-30T00:38:00.000+08:00

(dont mind this post im just fucking.. annoyed)

tired tired tired

sure i wanted to know

why not i can handle the truth

its not too much

but its gonna get me

closing up again

now i even miss that

sowed a seed of knowing doubt and new carefulness

for better or for worse

its getting me back to giving up again

which i know i would just fail at again

i watch my every action now

is this somewhat stupid

why should i care at all

but i do, f me

what can i really affect after all

i'll be watching [f you again]

analzing

what for

im just the sucker alright

hey i'll just die already.

fool me, shit everyone else

if i would lose it dont give it to me in the first place

if im gonna lose it in every single time in the end

id like to know

id steel it right away

isnt it solid rock already

(take no notice of this post, please)

2008-01-19T01:17:00.000+08:00

BILL!!!OMG

Bill Kaulitz

he has a Perfect face.

absolutely perfect.really.

he's like GORGEOUS

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!

didnt have an angel last year

turns out im mortal-less too

cus everyone else took the english names

i ended up with a chinese name i couldnt remember

and by the time i knew

THAT GIRL GOT FOUR ANGELS ALREADY

-woah-

im cca-less btw

and i dont wish to elaborate further (sob)

pity about the tablet's screen

which is gonna be so friggin puny

yikes

NOT ALL THE BOOKS I READ ARE GAY

realms of possiblity has some, yeah but

BLAUE ROZEN ISNT!

oh and blaue rozen rocks.

AKIRA SHIRAISHI ^^

im so happy i got people to read it.=)

thats the 2nd joy in reading manga =) =)

harriet and the scratch on wrist thing..

i feel its overrated

CURIOSITY DOESNT TURN A PERSON INTO A CUTTER, please.

im skipping every recess

for two reasons

one of them is

i dont wanna bring lunch box

two...

its stupid! >< (not sayin!)

ah but im not skipping friday's one though..(grins)

YEP! PRATA DAY!!!

hehhehheh

gonna give up

can i?

we'll see! =)

(if not, too bad HAHAHA)

=COLD TURKEY TREAMENT=

but everyday's after that

would have nothing to centralise on

what do i revolve around then?

i know its gonna feel WONKY!

school's a burden

..and andro's a GREAT go home buddy!

-huggies!-

im goody.too goody.

classes are so boring ive nothing better to do but pay attention

what crap is that?

even jessie has that impression of me

ARGHHH

oh look on the bright sight yeah i know

but im losing life

-ebbing-

shortest post ever this was eh?

i bet you guys would love the shortness

GAAAAHH.

btw noww

ITS IMPOSSIBLE TO FALL ASLEEP IN SCHOOL

see me asleep?

ha well actually im not

somesort of meditation, if you would

2008-01-05T01:47:00.000+08:00

I WENT TO..

PARIS

DIJON

GENEVA

TORINO

MILANO

SWITZERLAND

CANNES

MONACO

i hope i got them all!=)

will mention the trip next time!

It is the first weekend from the re-opening of school.

Weekends are like holidays, only shorter.

In the holidays, thoughts of school made me feel sick.

School didnt turn out so bad.the first day didnt turn out so bad.

I just freaked myself wayy too much..

I couldnt care less about the weekends.

There wasnt school.school was but a memory like a dream.

I am not living in it.

(Id like to)

Harrriet says i should look up.and LOOK AT PEOPLE when talking to them.

i look down too much =(

I said i'll try.

i hate myself for having that aspect in my personality.

its tiring, dragging, wearing me out

i wish to destroy that piece

which i cant without destroying myself.

i can replace though..

though it has been difficult.guess i'll try.=/

i feel hoooorrrrrriible in class.(all 3 days of it)

felt like vomitting.

i felt like my stomach was empty and i had to put something inside it.

yet i repulsed at eating.

i felt a different degree of sickness when i did eat.

so no matter what i did, id still feel sick.

i cant feel hungry properly.urgh.

i have since given up lunch.

what.the.hell.

is.wrong.with.me?

i found anais nin by chance while searching joan miro.

'the only abnormality is the incapacity to love'

and all of a sudden, for once, my label "weird" felt very alien.for that moment,

i had wanted to be one of those disgustingly ordinary, digusting averages

YIKES
*

in class

im sitting next to jaclyn

only because

barely anyone else would.

didnt have a choice.

i heard from people, like suet bout her..

but im stuck there the whole year.

it'll be best to be..good with her.

i think she's..okay.

she's the kind i can be good with easily,

but definately the kind which i absolutely do not foresee even the slightest hope of the possibility of becoming good friends with her

because (i guess)

she's average,

well, to the sense that i dont find her too boring,

but i am not interested in anything with relation to her

and couldnt care less about her.

but i find her not at all difficult to talk to

(though for some reason i have been extremely attentive in class, no matter how boring the teacher, and i actually wish i could politely shut her up to hear the teacher properly, instead of being interested in engaging conversations like i used to)

i wonder what id be like if i did fit into the class.

at present i am barely able to match the names with the faces of half the class..

(the people are..nice.i am the problem.)

its.. WONKY ..

im sitting next to a very much hated girl...

also very much disliked by suet and harriet, both of which i do very much like.

there's andro..usually as the after school buddy(dont yet know what she thinks of jaclyn)

..and whenever we gotta form groups, jessie yells me over.

im like trapped in my physical form

somehow i feel that way

i wish i could push my way out and finally strech and breathe out properly.

i feel like my ears and mouth and nose and eyes are blocked and i feel stuffed

its silent even when its noisy and loud

well music releases me..some people too.

but when it ends im stuck again..

AAAAAAARRRRRRGGGGHHHH!!!!!

2007-12-09T21:53:00.000+08:00

yesterday...

...it was yesterday.yup.

i suddenly felt how insignificant everyone was to me.

the people i find joy in,

IJ people

family people

crescent people yihui?harriet?

,that they are, they

..actually dont really matter.

what's my problem????HUH???

i wonder why i felt that way that time.

i was having a shower.(most relavations shows up there)

Dont they matter?

What matters?

Am i that cold?

Why dont they matter?

why dont they?maybe i know.

though,

i belong somewhere,physically, psychologically,

among friends, family.

emotionally, spritually,

dont i have only myself?

i know that best.

I hate the one

I hate myself

The one i hate, Myself

Myself, the one i hate

That does bode unwell.

to untie my hate

to untie myself

i have to

untie myself

so to

untie my hate

reserved to self.

no one defines

the world provides

and what you get

is what you see

and it is

what you give

yourself eventually.

wow, there's bleeding for the first time.

im doing great, a little by little and,

i'll have it disappear.

i wont commit suicide

there's too much i havent done

like reading

eating

experiences (hem hem.)

but if i will..

..i'll take some down with me.

flout the law a little before i go

some chaos

(grin)

cait!!!!!!

IM SO GLAD!!

I WILL SEE YOU OFF

I WILL.

paris paris here i come.

i'll be only too glad to leave this place

minus a couple of people and things

(you know who you are?)

but, WTH.right after im back,

im wisked right into

the hell-hole of a school.

2007-12-01T11:47:00.000+08:00

hey.(big grin)

you guys know my brother?

yeah luther.

who's eleven next year on janurary...

(i cant spell jan-watever)

so we were watching channel news asia..

it was about some country and their advertisment on condoms ..

so he asked me,whats condoms?

so i took my science textbook flipped it to that chapter

got him to read it..

well of course he told me he didnt understand

..understand why people use it and stuff

i: no luther it doesnt prevent sex..IT -

lut: -it prevents the sperms from..

i: - IT PREVENTS UNWANTED PREGNE-

lut: -uh-huh but...

i: (listens)

lut: -so its prevents it but then whats the use?

if they dont want a baby then why do they still have sex?

AH.the crux of the matter.

so he's got a whole bunch of encyclopedias

he knows crap about ovaries and testes

but none of thems told him about

why people do it.

so what am i supposed to tell him?

its not like,yeah just tell him,yknow,whatever be done with it.

well in the end i went

"hey its not fair i found out this stuff myself and im not gonna let you get it so easily from me."

which was the truth anyhow.

but my mum on the other hand thinks:

"awww he's just a little baby... he's too young...(smooch smooch)"

har har har.please.he's mature for his age.

anyway which means im responsible for his sex education now?

parents play and important part blah blah my mum dont seem to be willing.my dad is but he's barely home.

so whatever question luther has he's always been asking me.

that one question im not gonna answer,he can find out from his friends and stufff..

oh yeah.his classmates are just a bunch of childish kiddies.

and what if he finds out and does something stupid

-_- oh crap

well i'll trust that he wont.

i mean, I havent

haha ^^

hey im not going to london cus one of my aunts dont wanna

but we're touring france for sure

runescape:i used to be best in range but jacq's beating me LIKE CRAZY

cus she's got the computer and can lvl up any time she wants

grrrrr.

PUNCHIE

I'LL BEAT YA JACQ!!!!!!

one issues got back to haunt me.

whoo whoo whoo.

yknow it was like two weeks back when my dad said that

but i still remember

we were having lunch

finishing it to be exact.

he went:"you're supposed to be a boy right?how come you turned out as a girl?"

well?what am i supposed to say to that?
i:"um.if thats so,that wouldnt be a good thing"

my mum last night:

"i wish you were a boy."

why?so you dont have to keep trying to turn me into your ideal girl?

she hopes to be a part of my prom night

yknow dresses,make-up and all

but its like she's worried it wont happen so when grace came

(she's 17) she fussed about HER prom night

...

when we were younger my family used to joke about how my brother and i switched places where he should be a girl and all..

but it doesnt seem so funny now.

...

but i doesnt mean im a guy.i know myself and i know im both

both as in what this stupid world EXPECTS of people

oh boys must be this this this and girls be this this this

stupid rules

and if you dont follow the rules they've got catagories for you

gay

sissy

dyke

FREAK

at least for transgenders they can transit

what about those halfways?

AHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!

IM IN IN IN IN IN IN

or out

whatever im IN IM IN IM IN IM IN IM IN IM IN

oh my god.i cant believe this.oh my GOD.

it was possible,but i totally didnt expect it and..

im in im in im in innnnnnnnnnnnnnnn

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

ahhh

ahh

AH.

WHHHHOOOOOO OOOOO

whhoo.i dont know what to think.dunno what to feel

happy or sad , i shld be screaming either way...

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!

2007-11-21T16:20:00.000+08:00

TAKKI!!!!

HE'S JUST THE HOTTEST yeah isabel??

haha.lets see some of your precious Tora...

and maybe i'll believe thee...

(on your blog of course!!!!)

wellll..
....sssssso thanks to manda and andro you guys know huh...

yeah so.im going to paris and london...

oh but do you know whats happening now in paris?

if you read the papers or watched the news-

the train workers all went on strike so people could barely get anywhere.

and after them's over

it was the TEACHERS, so schools got closed for the moment

so moses and grace havent no school now?hmm.

anyway

endure this post,cus its on ..

MUAHAHAHAH

YEAH

Wild Adapter

book 3 / dice 14

Kubota Ah,that's right...

To prevent anyone from getting suspious,we should have an alibi ready,

just in case..

Tokito An alibi?

Kubota Yup.Our reason for wanting to join their sect....

...we should come up with the same excuse.That way the two of us will be able to move freely when we're inside...

(thinking)

Let's see now...

- ' we're a gay couple and hopeless sex addicts... '

' ...we also happen to be half brothers...so our relatives have been trying to tear our forbidden love apart, which is why we had no choice but to elope... '

...right then, that settles it.

Now say it with me.

Tokito (utterly horrified) WHA...

W-W-WHA..... WHA...

(yelling)

WHAT THE HECK?!!

HELL NO!! ABSO-FREAKIN-LUTELY NO!!

Kubota Oh cmon.It's the most persuasive method..

Tokito (screaming) THAT'S NOT THE PROBLEM HERE!!

( THAT 'SEX ADDICT' PART WAS TOTALLY UNNECESSARY! )

= End Of Scene =

that was like the best stuff ever ^^

for kazuya sensei to torture poor toki like that..

HAHA

or was she just portraying one of kubo's fantasies?

0.o that would mean he's really gay...

but arent they already? HAHA...

...

yknow i realise i still remember all the lyrics fo that simple plan album

that still not getting any

even though the last time i played that album was 2 years ago

but i dont quite like that one.the previous was better

addicted vacation im just a kid id do anything

they all make a hell lot of sense

so im having simple plan's old songs in the playlist..

HAHA.gomen gomen..

though i hate imeem.their 30 second thing,ARGH.

i like big butts and i cannot lie,played automatically, is 30 sec unless you click on it.....darnnn

oh hey manda,that bleed post you had?

yeah dont evewr think i'll hate you kay?cus thats just STUUUUUUUPID

cus youve done me lots and and have been there forEVER

almost like jacq so yeahhh

...who btw has been pestering me for the past hour to finish everything so she can go to my house...

so im at jacq's place...

so BYE ^^

2007-11-08T13:00:00.000+08:00

1.The person who last tagged you was:

me.fine i'll put manda.kay its MANDA!!

2.Your relationship with him or her is:

goo goo goo goo goooooooooooood friends!!!! YAY ^^

3.Your five impressions of her:

1)she works hard,2)she thinks hard,3)she plays hard...

4)she likes to think of herself as cold,but 5)she's really all warm and fuzzy inside!

*hahahaa.snicker snicker.*

4.Most memorable thing he or she has done for you:

lots of stuff!but i cant remember what...

5.Most memorable thing he or she had said to you:

no idea.

i dont quite bother to remember things unless i feel the need to..and when the need's done i chuck it ummyea..

6.If he or she becomes your lover you will:

i will what?like i wouldnt be able to chase her anyway so what can i do?

7.If he or she becomes your lover, things he or she would have to improve on will be:

well id like her for who she is..

8.If he or she becomes your enemy you will:

i imagine i would ignore her like crazy.like i did clara..

9.If he or she becomes your enemy, the reason will be:

because she starts treating me horrid because she hates me

10:The thing you desire to do most for him or her would be:

hmm.uhhum..take away all the horrible stuff in her life?i dunno really actually i dont desire that at all..

11.Overall impression of him or her:

THE GREATEST PERSON TO TALK TO EVER EVER EVERRRRR~

12.How do you think people around you feel about you:

if the person doesnt know me,the person is most likely to either

dislike me/think im weeeeird

if the person does..maybe the person would be wondering why im looking so

...sad/moody/emo/suicidal/anti-social/quiet/angry.

ha.hah.haaa.^^

13.A character trait you love about yourself:

i argue well

14.A character trait you hate about yourself:

god there's soo many.urrrmm..that'll be that im...

...just a really reeeally horrible person inside.

dont wanna be but i am.yikes.=[ =[ =[ =[ =[

15.Person you want to be:

the person i was last year

*WANT THAT SOOO MUCH OMG*

16.Say something to the people who care for you:

'i think im not quite worth it..'

haha no.

'um.thanks so much i wonder why you guys do.. '

okayyy.maybe um...

'im sorry about...'

noooooooooooo...

alright!something more happy!!

um...groan.what?uh 'lets maintain this friendship forever!'

-_- that just sounded wiiiiierd..

17.Pass this quiz to 10 people to know what they feel about you in no particular order:

1.cait

2.linsha

3.tessa ying

4.isabel

5.andro

6.tze

7.manda

8.harriet

9.ciiiiiiiiiiiiiiiindy!!!!!!

10.gene

who is number 6 (tze yuen) having a relationship with?:

havent heard from her for AAAAAAAGESSS =[

is number 9 (cindy) male or female?:

female.who cares?

if 7 (amanda)and 10 (genevieve) are together,would it be a good thing?:

well it wouldnt be baaaaad.just not possible.

how about 8 (harriet) and 5 (andro)? :

HELL NO!!!! i mean,thats just crazy.IMPOSSIBLE.URH.

....but it'll be interesting *HAHAHAHA!!!*

what is 2 (linsha) studying about?:

like i know like i care but i hope she's reading that flawless book i got her to read

when was the last time you talked to 3(tessa)?:

as in in person?

...have i ever did?

i think so..the last time ..

..it was a monday. and a dark dark morning cus it was raining..

and that previous saturday i soft rebonded my hair...

...that monday yeah?

what kind of music does 8 (harriet)like?:

uh.um.

well that mcfly song and that rihanna feat ne-yo song..

does 1 (caitlin) have any siblings?:

yeeeeeeeah.i think two.

well i know she's got a brother (key-something) who goes hel-LO on the phone..

..haha so cute.

OH YEAH AND HE'S GOT A FANTASTIC COLLECTION OF BIONICLES I WAS GAWKING AT LAST YEAR..

will you woo 3 (tessa)?:
....uh what? *HAHAHA*

weeeeeeell...maaaaaybeeeee...

*AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA*

how about 7(amanda )?:

no.

shoot.NO.

thats weeeeird.i mean like,why bother?

is 4 (isabel) single?:

how can that be with all those jap stars she's all over...

haha.yeah she is no doubt bout it

what's 5's surname?:

tan.

how about 10(genevieve)?:

oh crap i cant spell it..=[

kisieker?no...

kieseker?

i give up.

what's 4(isabel)'s hobby?:

anything jap no doubt about it

do 5 (andro)and 9(cindy)get along?:

fine.just not close.

oh but im good enough with both..but i wish i could see cindy more often..

where does 2 (linsha)study at all?:

nanyang girls.hmmmp.=P

say something casual about 1(cait)?:

dont forget us.me.suet.everyone.or better we'll kidnap you so we wont lose you to australia...im afraid you'll just walk out of ur lives just like that...

FREAK!!!!!!!

I CANT FREAKING SEND YOU OFF AT THE AIRPORT CUS IT JUST SO HAPPENS I LEAVE FOR PARIS ONE DAY EARLIER

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

are 5 (andro) and 1(caitlin)best friends?:

not quite.

does 7 (manda) like 2(linsha)? :

good one.i dont know.sort of complicated i think....

does 1(caitlin) have any pets?:

um no....wait YES.this dog.

yea are you gonna ship the dog to that place?

is 6(tze) the sexiest person in the world?:

no.

oh but her hugs are like the BEST EVER I TELL YA.....

*end*

right.cait wants to know about presents...

i havent recieved alll....but im gonna have a make-up party/gathering..

no bbq sorry cus ive no money cus my parents wont know cus i wont tell them...

cus my dad flew off this evening..

so anyway...

JACQUELINE.urh.

she wanted to get me a ADDY 2H

i tell ya she's nuts

its in a frigging GAME

and it cost her only 10k,cmon i can afford it tooo hey..

oh and i never liked 2H s....did she do her research?nooooo..

cus no matter they can hack off lots of hitpoints,their speed and def are bad...

i care about speed and def.hmmp.

well i told her i didnt like it.she got upset and mad at me...

cmon arent i ENTIRELY BLAMELESS???

i mean,addy.god.where's the sincerity?ADDY.

well she got me something solid and real...hey i liked that every much!!

so jacq,if your gonna be cheapskate,dont ever get me anything virtual...

....wait.

*hey didya think RUNE SKIMMY????*

2007-11-05T18:11:00.000+08:00

a quiz.

1.Do you know what’s love ?

not really.apparently,its there so we'll want to mate and so continue the line of our species. i think it's more than that.but i dont know.

2. Have you been in love ?

no.not at all.

3. Who do you like now ?

some person

4. What’s your wish right now ?

that i didnt screw up sunday for everyone.

*drowning in tears of regret and remorse *

5. List 10 people who are top 10 to you . (not in order)

(its sort of though..)

1.amanda !

2.and the entire loh family

3. plus me

4.dear cait

5.harrriet

6.ISABEL

7.o'course, jacq

8.suet yiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii

9.andro-meda / linsha ROTU

10.no idea...um oh-kazuya minekura!!(HAHA)

6. Is #6 pretty / handsome ? (bel)

you can say that!my mum always says she's cute.and she doesnt need blusher!

7. Does #3 treat you good ?(me)

tries to.in fact because of that,i get into too much trouble

8. The most memorable things #10 had done for you ?(kazuya minekura)

created saiyuki and wild adapter!!! -LOVE YA FOR THAT-

9. The most memorable word #8 had said to you ?(suet)

not to me. its the sentence "shit,i cannot!" yeah rmb the story behind it??HAHA

10. Are you close to #2 ? (the entire loh family)

physically,some of us are like,continents apart.really.but YEAH we're close.

11. Who is #1 ?(Amanda)

my THERAPIST COUNCILLOR ADVISOR and someone who's damn great to talk to!!

12. Who is #9 to you ?(andro / linsha)

someone who wouldnt trust me enough to lend me manga *tears*/

someone whose left me horrifying memories..

13. What kind of person is #5 ?(harriet)

a loud, spoilt brat who cant sing but still keeps at it

*snigger*

14. What’s your relationship with #4 ?(caitlin)

great friends ?

but can we be pen-pals too next year cait???

15 . Is #7 a nice person ? (jacq)

yeah like great duh.she was my best friend !

Name 10 people to do this quiz.

manda,linsha,cait,isabel,yihui,eunice,tze yuen,andro,cindy,genevieve

...

DO IT ALRIGHT!!!

oh hey sorry i cant quite tell you what i said i was thinking abt in the previous post...im not in that sort of mood ysee..

and cus my dad might come back anytime now...

yeah.maybe i'll just write it down somewhere first..

yep!